You ever get to the point where you just stop giving a damn?
You know what I realized the other day? I've lost a lot of motivation. I don't give a shit about a lot of things that used to matter so much.
You know what else? I don't give a fuck about a lot of people anymore either. I've got my own life to deal with, and I really dont have time for people's bullshit. Its harsh but true, but in 8 months, I won't ever deal with these kids again.
I'm sorry if I sound selfish, but its the way I've been thinking the past week. Yes Im still grieving but I realized a lot of things this past week. I realized who is really here for me when I need them and who isnt.
To those of you that were there for me, I appreciate it very much. For those of you that I expected to be there for me and you weren't, fuck you. I have no other words for you. You'll know who you are by how I treat you the next time we talk.
That's it for now. Keep me in your prayers. I need all the help I can get.
You know what else? I don't give a fuck about a lot of people anymore either. I've got my own life to deal with, and I really dont have time for people's bullshit. Its harsh but true, but in 8 months, I won't ever deal with these kids again.
I'm sorry if I sound selfish, but its the way I've been thinking the past week. Yes Im still grieving but I realized a lot of things this past week. I realized who is really here for me when I need them and who isnt.
To those of you that were there for me, I appreciate it very much. For those of you that I expected to be there for me and you weren't, fuck you. I have no other words for you. You'll know who you are by how I treat you the next time we talk.
That's it for now. Keep me in your prayers. I need all the help I can get.