Oct 01, 2013 16:13
I am making a slideshow of Dan. I am editing music together for it and I am worried about the length. The stupid 10 minutes that I am making. I hate this hate this hate this.
I think part of my sadness is that he understood depression and hating life. So my helping him was really theraputic for me. My friendship with him was intimate and I can't imagine making another friend like that in my lifetime.
Damn all of the things.