fading away...
I feel like I'm fading into nothingness...
I feel like my friends are drifting away. Like I'm completely isolated. I feel out of the loop. I feel like I'm missing out.
I feel like I'm not good enough anymore, for anyone, for anything. I feel frustrated with myself, and with my failures.
I feel really alone.
I almost cried at school today. As it is, I left class a couple times to attempt to clear my head... I also spaced out during a math lecture, which isn't something I usually do.
All I want to do right now is lay down and let time pass. Find some way to fix the shards of my broken life. Just something...
I am so tired of feeling so bad. I've been somewhat sick for a couple weeks now, I've been depressed for I don't know how many weeks, I'm under stress, lacking sleep, I miss my friends, and I feel like things are broken inside.
I have to go... I have to be at rehearsal in 20 minutes.
Erin
I feel like my friends are drifting away. Like I'm completely isolated. I feel out of the loop. I feel like I'm missing out.
I feel like I'm not good enough anymore, for anyone, for anything. I feel frustrated with myself, and with my failures.
I feel really alone.
I almost cried at school today. As it is, I left class a couple times to attempt to clear my head... I also spaced out during a math lecture, which isn't something I usually do.
All I want to do right now is lay down and let time pass. Find some way to fix the shards of my broken life. Just something...
I am so tired of feeling so bad. I've been somewhat sick for a couple weeks now, I've been depressed for I don't know how many weeks, I'm under stress, lacking sleep, I miss my friends, and I feel like things are broken inside.
I have to go... I have to be at rehearsal in 20 minutes.
Erin