Shot Glass Candle
Ugh.....yes that is how i am going to start off this journal.
gawd yesterday was such a BAD day....work was shitty...i waited paitnetly for my dad to get home with the car from the shop where it was being checked out...he came home 10 min after 7 and i asked to take the car to go to Shelly's baseball game....he said "No" my heart sank, my pulse rose, my fists clenched....i swear i was going to turn into the damn Hulk. I asked again and got the same answer...we then got into an argument which then turned into a fight that lasted...ohhh...a good 3 HOURS!! ahhh!!! my entire night was wasted on a long retarded fight on everything my father finds wrong with me. I told her I was going to be there....I felt like drowning when I knew i couldn't go...i felt helpless and I missed her...I still do...I always miss her when she's not around. I ended up not going to the party tonight. I hope you have a great time at Amanda's birthday tonight sweetie.
Rockstar Dan
gawd yesterday was such a BAD day....work was shitty...i waited paitnetly for my dad to get home with the car from the shop where it was being checked out...he came home 10 min after 7 and i asked to take the car to go to Shelly's baseball game....he said "No" my heart sank, my pulse rose, my fists clenched....i swear i was going to turn into the damn Hulk. I asked again and got the same answer...we then got into an argument which then turned into a fight that lasted...ohhh...a good 3 HOURS!! ahhh!!! my entire night was wasted on a long retarded fight on everything my father finds wrong with me. I told her I was going to be there....I felt like drowning when I knew i couldn't go...i felt helpless and I missed her...I still do...I always miss her when she's not around. I ended up not going to the party tonight. I hope you have a great time at Amanda's birthday tonight sweetie.
Rockstar Dan