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[dmonstalynn]

Yesterday I had a really good time. I hung with Kaelin and Jason. She went home around 2 after stayin the night. Sat around and watched some TV. Then went to Meijer. Then he went to Roxanne's house and I was in the car the whole time. I was hiding. :) He broke up with her. I kinda feel bad. Then we went to my house after that. Talked with my mom

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[anonymous]

Was it good the other day. I hope it was that is awesome. I would have done the same thing. You deserve the big buddy. He is an awesome guy! I hope you two get back together soon, which i am sure that you will. Well gotta jet buh bye
Riggsriley

[ksusan]

Hey chica just wanted to drop a line. I'm a little down right now! But i'll come out of it you know that. Sry i didn't answer your phone call, i was a little busy. well to tell ya the truth i was crying, and i was pissed off, so i didn't answer, but anyways i am going to bed now so i will talk to you later ok pal, buh bye
<3 K-susan

[xblood_fairyx]

what the hell

[ksusan]

Girl you have some serious issues you need to take yourself somewhere else and cause problems. OBviously you have some issues you dont believe in god and you seem to be suicidal but thats just what i get from what you say and your journal. Well have fun you little bitch!!!

[xblood_fairyx]

ok yeah, i dont believe in god. so what? a lot of people dont.. and im not suicidal. i may be depressed and maybe not as severely as i was before but i have learned that suicide just causes more problems and you care for so many people and not yourself that if you died you know it would hurt them. i dont want to do that to the people i love or else i would be gone. do not judge me. i have issues. so does everyone else. thanks for calling me a bitch. i still dont see what i did. i meet jason. i didnt want to get hooked up. we talk more and become friends. he asks me out, i say yes. people have a problem with him and i going out. we have fun and hang out. he comes all the way down here and sees delynn without telling me or coming to see me, the one hes going out with. and i dont even see why he still does stuff with her or is friends with her if shes the one who hurt him.. no offense to delynn. and then he says hes coming over at 2:30. shows up at 5 and says "stupid mcdonalds" making me assume that his work made him late. he breaks up

[ksusan]

Heres the thing you called delynn a cow and heifer and all this shit and you expect her not to tell anyone well she told me and i got mad. So theres where it all started she is a wonderful person, and you dont know her so you had no right! You are too young for jason he is a grown man you dont know him like you think you do. He deserves some one different, and he didnt try to hurt you, he broke up withy ou so that he wouldnt hurt you in the long run and yeah sry for calling you a bitch but you have crossed the line. Im glad jason and delynn are talking again cause they need each other. They love each other and they did while you and jason were going out or whatever you call it. i know jason way more than you do and he is my best friend so you dont know who jason is. he is caring and respectful so dont try to bring him down with you. But you think what you want but now that you and jason are over leave him alone and leave delynn alone because they are way to good for what you and Amanda have going on!

[ksusan]

dont worry delynn im done im done with all your business and jason and the little slut roxannes. So have fun cause it looks like you two are gonna be talking!

[ksusan]

yeah i sounded like a bitch there but i am pissed off at the world right now so sry about that. bye

[dmonstalynn]

What's wrong? What's going on? Why are you pissed at the world? Is it about Dylan or other stuff? I don't like being left in the dark. Please call me and let me know what's going on. I'm getting really worried. I don't want you to be done with everything with me and Jason. You are my best friend and if your done who am i gonna talk to about all this? Just don't start shit anymore. We both brought all this petty drama on ourselves.

[ksusan]

the only reason why i did it was because she pissed me off when she said that shit about you and saying jason doesnt deserve anyone, and yeah im pissed cause of my dog, im losing my best friend. No on knows what i am going through right now!

[dmonstalynn]

You think no one knows what your going through? What happened to me August 23, 2002? Nick died. I know what it's like. Yeah there's a difference between a dog and a person but to me there isn't. You can love a dog just as much as a person and I know you do. I understand your pissed but some stuff both of you have been sayin is really bad. I know how you get when someone says the stuff she is sayin but hold some stuff back and vent on me. You know you can do that any time with me. Doesn't matter what it's about. I'm just sick of the fighting. I don't like it being public like this either. Call me and vent. Don't do it on here. I'm not super fond of this thing yet.