Aug 31, 2005 17:37
What are you gonna say when she picks up the phone? Should you leave a message when's she not at home? I wanted to know if you'd like to see a movie or get a drink. It'd be cool just to be in your company. And if she says yes, what might my intentions be. If one thing leads to another, if theres some chemistry. You cannot a lie, you have to tell the truth, you have to explain why this could never be.
There are things that cannot be undone. There are mistakes that will never be forgiven. Sometimes at night I pray to wake a different person in a different place.
Maybe we could just be friends. I'm being a bit presumptuous. The stomach churns, the mind starts to race. You notice we start to exaggerate. Well I just wanna be on your way in. God I wanna be healthy, I don't want this problem. You wouldn't think something like irresponsibility would complicate something like asking for some company.
But there are things you must accept as said and done. There are truths you must learn to confront. You can pray all night and day, but you'll always be the same person in the same place.
Drunk mouth ruined it again. Sometimes I say the dumbest things. But, baby, it's not you specifically, it could be anybody. I gotta get this stuck in my head. it's already over, it's already over, before it's even started.