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So... first I'd like to say thank you to withyounow... cuz it helped... and I'm gonna take that advise.
Secondly, I'm okay now, I've figured it out. Well no... I haven't, but I've calmed down a little... a lot... mentally.
I think part of me thought he had no feelings... or didn't like me, or would cheat on me... I've had assholes in my life. But, then I remembered that he said he purposefully didn't want to be an asshole, that he's not that type of guy... and he really does like me. He's mentioned how he likes me...
And I had phone phobia major freak out. Everyone knows me and my phone phobia... this was two hour prep time to get a voicemail type of release freak out thing.
And it's true... as far as the relationship goes, there's lots that needs to be discussed. I think that's why neither one of us has set it in stone. Take it slowly... it's new, but I can take it... real slowly...
And honestly I'm not in Atlanta and that just pisses me off. And I'm not happy here and that's all why.
Secondly, I'm okay now, I've figured it out. Well no... I haven't, but I've calmed down a little... a lot... mentally.
I think part of me thought he had no feelings... or didn't like me, or would cheat on me... I've had assholes in my life. But, then I remembered that he said he purposefully didn't want to be an asshole, that he's not that type of guy... and he really does like me. He's mentioned how he likes me...
And I had phone phobia major freak out. Everyone knows me and my phone phobia... this was two hour prep time to get a voicemail type of release freak out thing.
And it's true... as far as the relationship goes, there's lots that needs to be discussed. I think that's why neither one of us has set it in stone. Take it slowly... it's new, but I can take it... real slowly...
And honestly I'm not in Atlanta and that just pisses me off. And I'm not happy here and that's all why.