Going Out of Business.....For Now

Mar 25, 2008 08:47

I think it might be time to retire this journal. I've spent several years whining in it about my confusion and frustrations. Much of it about men. Most of it about one man in particular.

While I've enjoyed being able to lay things out for myself to look back on at a more rational time, and enjoyed the connections I've made with non-flesh friends, I think I've lost a sense of privacy. And I also wonder if I've gotten so busy putting words to my feelings that I've forgotten to actually deal with those particular feelings. And is it possible I've indulged the drama queen slightly just so that I could have something to write about?

I think it's time to go silent for a spell. This is not a "me retreating to a private depression and send out the search parties" thing. It's just that I'm suddenly realizing that I've gone from one extreme (not trusting ANYONE with what goes on inside) to the other (telling EVERYTHING). I need to find the balance.

I'll still be posting in my number_30 journal. I'm still on the quest for the "best year ever". I can also still be found on myspace. And I may return later on down the road to renew my relationship with this LJ that has become a confidant and friend in the past couple of years. I guess we just have to wait and see.

Bye for now!
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