Need to say this.
Ok, first of all to whoever reads this, this is not meant to hurt them. This is just a diary of my feelings so I just have to say whats on my mind. My god, I had so much fun at the anime convention I went to. Anime Evolution is where I met lots of cool people in the Greater Vancouver area that love Anime as much or even more than me. Amazing experience I even got to meet David Kaye. (OMG)All that is temporary. Now that the convention is over, I return to my lost form. I don't know whats going on anymore. I even doubt myself which I know is so horribly wrong. I really really just want to escape from it all. Maybe thats why I want to move to Japan. Start a new life. The only people I keep are my parents and my grandparents. Maybe thats how it should be. Somebody give me a sign... I also just wish people could figure out that they can't help everybody they care for, for everything. I wish they could stop sweating the small stuff. If they hurt them a bit, so what. My god, don't beat yourself up for it. I know people who are doing just that and I wish they could figure out that its stupid. Anyways. yea, I NEED A SIGN... V.V