Nov 19, 2011 03:02
"god i didn't realize this commitment I made would be such a hassle!"
"yeah that's why I don't commit to those kinds of things."
What I want to add: "Well that doesn't help me now, does it?"
is it wrong that I don't want to speak up for myself among my friends when I suffer for a misjudgment or a mistake on my part?
i really don't know how to speak up for myself.
i don't manage time well, and i really need some time to myself more often than i'm willing to admit, much less stand up for.
guilt guilt guilt
some of the old teenage angst is back, i've noticed.
crap i don't want to cry over this!