I'm back...
Hello there. So...went on a date tonight with a new boy. Went to see Bad News Bears (which was really funny), had a little Thai and a bunch of sake. Good times! He's cute, a little shorter than I would like :), nice smile, funny, great listener...but I'm on the fence. Why is it that EVERY guy I have gone out with have had some awesome qualities, but I'm just not that into them? I think I'm searching for the butterflies and realize I get disappointed when I don't find them. I know I will...one day. And to be honest...I'm not ready for anything and if I had butterflies...I'm sure I would attach myself to that person. Not a good thing. I'm not ready for that yet. I'm still getting used to closing this last chapter of my life. And I guess a little part of me is still trying to fully let go. I'm not hanging on, but I'm finding that I still hold on to the memory of what we had. Because bottom line...he still takes my breathe away. I wish he wouldn't. But mostly...I wish I didn't still miss him.
Ok...it's 245a and I need to get to bed and stop rambling. Hope everyone had a fabulous Tuesday!!
And I shall leave you with a little Jack...
"To me, clowns aren't funny. In fact, they're kind of scary. I've wondered where this started and I think it goes back to the time I went to the circus, and a clown killed my dad."
Ok...it's 245a and I need to get to bed and stop rambling. Hope everyone had a fabulous Tuesday!!
And I shall leave you with a little Jack...
"To me, clowns aren't funny. In fact, they're kind of scary. I've wondered where this started and I think it goes back to the time I went to the circus, and a clown killed my dad."