A time to change
An earlier post of mine noted that my life called for some change.
Well I realize this once again.
But I find this one more important.
Though I hide it outside of the youth events...I am a rather spiritual person, but recently my spirtuality has taken a down turn...its not that I dont belive its just that I have been doing some things that have been distracting me. Things that should have no place in my life, but yet I let them in. Lets for now call them my demons(for the heck of it). Everyone has thier demons, and I relaize most people do nothing to fight them. I for this summer has been one of them, a victim if you will(but thats pushing it). i realize that by becoming a youth leader for my church I have been entrusted in and given a very spirtual and arduos task. The demons I have now will only detract from my task so I realize now I must fight them. I want to be a good person and get rid of the demons, but I realize it will never be 100%, but when is it 100% FOR ANYONE. I'm gonan try my best and hope that I will be guided into the right direction. I am making a promise to myself that I hope I will not break. I want this youth group to work but with the demons I fear the worst. Yet I am still opomistic that through guidence it will.
Hope the best for me because I hope to wake up a better person tommrow.
Well I realize this once again.
But I find this one more important.
Though I hide it outside of the youth events...I am a rather spiritual person, but recently my spirtuality has taken a down turn...its not that I dont belive its just that I have been doing some things that have been distracting me. Things that should have no place in my life, but yet I let them in. Lets for now call them my demons(for the heck of it). Everyone has thier demons, and I relaize most people do nothing to fight them. I for this summer has been one of them, a victim if you will(but thats pushing it). i realize that by becoming a youth leader for my church I have been entrusted in and given a very spirtual and arduos task. The demons I have now will only detract from my task so I realize now I must fight them. I want to be a good person and get rid of the demons, but I realize it will never be 100%, but when is it 100% FOR ANYONE. I'm gonan try my best and hope that I will be guided into the right direction. I am making a promise to myself that I hope I will not break. I want this youth group to work but with the demons I fear the worst. Yet I am still opomistic that through guidence it will.
Hope the best for me because I hope to wake up a better person tommrow.