total 100% rant and rave

Oct 20, 2010 09:43

i feel like i am never coming to the end of this long road called financial security. i have been doing a little of this and little of that trying to make ends meet and have come to a final decision if my house cannot be refi'd by the end of the year and i am going to try one more time next week then i am going to give my house back to the bank and go from their. i have 13 months left on my debt consolidation 24 on my car but not even sure that is going to last that long.

my roommates are frustrating me and dont seem to understand a lot where i am coming from and how much my income has decreased in the last 2 years. they were supposed to help not put more draining on my income.

my daughter is getting a divorce after only 2 years. her husbands choice not hers. then to top it all off 2 weeks later she finds her father who hasnt wanted anything to do with her since she was born.

wants to reconnect with her. i guess it came at a good time he actually sent her round trip air line tickets to go see him and they had a good time. not sure how much of it can be considered a real moment though 5 days out of 24 years.

and of course she moved back in with me, which i actually have no problems with am actually enjoying having her there just lot of adjustment moving everything around.

i am going to contact my bank one last time and ask them to send me a copy of my note and see if there is anything i legally can do with that that would allow me to modify. i have been going through this for 2 years not sure how much longer i am going to be able to hold out before just exploding.

this is a safe place to rant none of the people i am talking about even have livejournal accounts which is why i am ranting and may have follow-ups

frustration, rants

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