Gimme some, gimme some! P.T.! P.T.!
I realize more and more that the only steady thing in my life is the Marine Corps. They have never let me down, lied to me, done me wrong, or just outright ignored me. Unlike most of my family or friends. Theres something to be said there. I cannot trust anyone in my life anymore. Anyone. Some of you that know me know that I have two sides. I have the side of me that most people know, which is the hardass I dont care about anyone attitude that most times tends to be intimidating and scary. And I have the Christian side of me, who has a close relationship with God. I had a talk with God today about my life. I told him that I'm giving it up. And I am. Im done with my life as it is and I'm done with all the bullshit people in it. I am now living for one reason. The Marine Corps. Im dedicating myself to my true love. I know that they will never let me down, and I know I have a ton of people to go to and talk things over with and I'll get the answer I want from them. Simply because they are my best friends, and we have the same mindset. Its dawned on me, and been told to me by bunch of people, that Im completely different now. All I talk about is the Marine Corps, all the time. Someone put it very well when they said I'm "Blood guts kill, blood guts kill," all the time. And I'm embracing this from now on. Blood guts and death are on my to do list. I should embrace this now because I asked for a miliary police sniper assignment. Which simply put- Im WILL be killing for a paycheck. Theres no nice way to put it. And Its been revealed to me by God. Yes, God. Hes given me all the signs that point the way to the military. So, in conclusion to my rantings... People suck and will fail you, dont trust anyone. God Bless the United States Marine Corps. And I'm outta here. Goodnight Chesty.