What did I expect?
I called Rachel today to tell her I ran into one of her friends at Krush Girls. Hey new boy(friend?) John picked up the phone.
Arguably one of the worst experiences of my life and we didnt even exchange any words.
She acted like it was no big deal.
Who broke whose heart?
Is that how you use whose?
It was, if nothing else, a convincing reason to take her number out of my phone. Not that I dont know it still, but thats just one more step I have to take to connect with her world. Of course, I still type in her LJ manually and message her on AIM, even though I've taken her off of those.
I'm fucking pitiful. Do i really miss her? Or am I just jealous that she has someone to be infatuated with to make all this easier?
I guess this is just karma.
Fuck, this hurts so bad. What if I (we) really was wrong?
Arguably one of the worst experiences of my life and we didnt even exchange any words.
She acted like it was no big deal.
Who broke whose heart?
Is that how you use whose?
It was, if nothing else, a convincing reason to take her number out of my phone. Not that I dont know it still, but thats just one more step I have to take to connect with her world. Of course, I still type in her LJ manually and message her on AIM, even though I've taken her off of those.
I'm fucking pitiful. Do i really miss her? Or am I just jealous that she has someone to be infatuated with to make all this easier?
I guess this is just karma.
Fuck, this hurts so bad. What if I (we) really was wrong?