why am i awake?

[dmblillywhite41]

ok so i got up at 8 this morning. i dont know why. there is no good reason for me being up so gosh darn early. that makes me a tit upset. its nice to sleep in.. but i just couldnt. oh well. i have an ac now thanks to adam and his wonderful parents. its not like death in my room anymore. it is death in the rest of the apartmet, but then again i dont go out there much so there is nothing to worry about. ha anyway. I think my other roommate isgoing to be coming back soon. I have been roommateless since the beginning of may and i have gotten rather fond of it.. im going to have to get used to not being able to walk around with no clothes on cause there will be another person here. and that would just be akward. and by the way. i havent even met my other roommate yet. She is currently in India cause thats where shes from. her name is Dwiti.. That should be rather interesting.. I dont know. So drama showcase seems to be going well thus far. I have been giving kind of crap scenes to read. And im playing 13-18 years old in all of them. Apparently i look young so im going to be playing young in showcase which kind of sucks. but ill deal with it i guess. it gives me more of an oppertunity to be obnoxious and whiney on stage. Im getting my headshots done Tomorrow at noon. Im really excited about it. the photographer im going to seems to be pretty awesome. Her name is Sharin and im uber excited to work with her. She was a professional makeup artist before becoming a photographer so shes going to try to make me look pretty. Im not much of a makeup girl so hopefully its not going to be heavy and alot. that would make me sad. anyway. she seems pretty cool. Im getting all of my pics on a disc one in color and one in black and white. lets just hope its not like the headshots i had done last summer with mr verano. now i can take a pretty good picture.. but they were jst terrible. made me look just wretched. WRETCHED! im yelling i dont know why. i bought a dresser saturday and i need to put my clothes in it and whatnot. but i havent gotten to it yet. it was too hot yesterday and now im just being lazy.. im rather proud of myself right now. this is an actual update instead of just random one words or scentences.. a real update. man alive. im impressed with myself. so yeah i thinki thats about it for now. th ehunnys iming me so i should go.

till next time
megan kate