Drifting
So yesterday I was hanging out with Becca and Derek and we ran into Steve,Sara and Steve's brother at the mall. Usually when we see eachother he is more excited to see me and we give eachother a hug, there was no hug even when we said goodbye. It has been hard for me to hang out with everyone especially when its not like having him come and hang out with the main group of people I usually hang out with, but he is usually with his brother and his brother doesn't seem like he likes me much and wants to hang out with the people I hang out with. Saturday night we decided to hang out Sunday and I told him that I might stop by the mall when he was working, but I woke up late so I didn't end up going to the mall but I still wanted to hang out with him and I called him and no answer so I left a message and I never got a call back. Yesterday I asked what happened and he didn't even notice that I called and didn't remember that we were suppose to hang out. Im just frustrated b/c I don't want to lose any friends and it just seems like things aren't the same between him and I and it sucks b/c most people he hangs out with are at least 21 so they can go to bars and stuff that I can't go to. My other group of friends aren't 21 except for one so it is easier to do stuff together. And more of my friends still aren't here yet and I need to start spliting my time so I can hang out with everyone, but I like seeing the people I see everyday...but I know that they will understand. I miss my friends at Western as well, it will be a fun year next year. I just hope the summer gets better in certain ways and I really need to find a damn job..