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Working a lot.
Writing a lot of songs.
Waiting a lot.
It's odd. When you expect something, and that thing doesn't come, it technically screws up your whole day. Not to be specific, but the thing I was expecting, and have been expecting, is unreliable. It's amazing how much a person can create a whole story in their head. And when that story proves untrue, it just proves how upside-down your world truly is.
All I really want is just the kiss, a kiss, the relationship, the love, the comfort, the giving, the sharing. I want the intimacy of sleeping together without making love. I want closeness.
The breath that is drawn is a sign of the emptiness that I feel. When I exhale, there's a slight sharp pain reminding me of my loneliness. I'm not where I want to be in my life and I have never loved.
I don't know if many can understand how frightening that is, the fact that I have never had love. Sad, how one's world can revolve around just that.
Zach Braff is love.
Haha.
Writing a lot of songs.
Waiting a lot.
It's odd. When you expect something, and that thing doesn't come, it technically screws up your whole day. Not to be specific, but the thing I was expecting, and have been expecting, is unreliable. It's amazing how much a person can create a whole story in their head. And when that story proves untrue, it just proves how upside-down your world truly is.
All I really want is just the kiss, a kiss, the relationship, the love, the comfort, the giving, the sharing. I want the intimacy of sleeping together without making love. I want closeness.
The breath that is drawn is a sign of the emptiness that I feel. When I exhale, there's a slight sharp pain reminding me of my loneliness. I'm not where I want to be in my life and I have never loved.
I don't know if many can understand how frightening that is, the fact that I have never had love. Sad, how one's world can revolve around just that.
Zach Braff is love.
Haha.