Life......
Is the world upside down?
No it's probably my perception of life..
Everything just goes wrong...and nothing is right...
It's been tough....
And i'm running on fumes...
But then again when haven't i been on an empty tank?
School....is going...i need to ace some classes...or at least b them...
Dorm life sucks...the wing is again full of partiers who....no matter how much i complain are loud and don't let me sleep.
My life just kind of seems blah right now...but i won't do anything to change it.
I don't feel like i am doing the right things...
I work alot....and i try to do homework and pay attention in class..and say the right things when it comes to friends....and well it just seems covered in nitroglyceryn...And the slightest touch will make an explosion that will take down a house..
I'm tired...Really really tired...
And i wish things were the way they used to be....
But they can't go back so i need to just adapt....I just wish i had the ability like i did in highscchool....i seem so set in my ways...and that is sure to break me...
Sigh i'm going to attempt to sleep before my patrents get here.
And then i will go out
and come back...
and ice my knee....Oh yeah i'm in pain it popped out yesterday in the mall parking lot...
I have a brace and it's all ok..
Temper, temper
I never wanted to be
Temper, temper
I never wanted to be
Mr., Mr.
I can't hold it in.
No...
Never, never
I had a feeling this would
Never, never
I had a feeling this would never leave,
I've got a wick to burn my skin.
So I bottled it up and kept the words to myself
and let the anger collect for a better day.
When the words are aged,
The war is waged,
And you'll watch me blow.
I can be your powder keg.
If you can be my fuse.
Clever, clever
Give me a reason to be
Clever, clever
Give me a reason to be
Placing all my trust in your hands.
No...
Never, never
Don't even fuck with me,
Never, never
I tell myself that I know,
but I'll never know more than your name.
Don't, don't, don't, don't, don't worry doll,
I only kill him in my sleep.
Knock, knock, knock, knock, knock at your door.
You know I will send him out to sea
DAvid
No it's probably my perception of life..
Everything just goes wrong...and nothing is right...
It's been tough....
And i'm running on fumes...
But then again when haven't i been on an empty tank?
School....is going...i need to ace some classes...or at least b them...
Dorm life sucks...the wing is again full of partiers who....no matter how much i complain are loud and don't let me sleep.
My life just kind of seems blah right now...but i won't do anything to change it.
I don't feel like i am doing the right things...
I work alot....and i try to do homework and pay attention in class..and say the right things when it comes to friends....and well it just seems covered in nitroglyceryn...And the slightest touch will make an explosion that will take down a house..
I'm tired...Really really tired...
And i wish things were the way they used to be....
But they can't go back so i need to just adapt....I just wish i had the ability like i did in highscchool....i seem so set in my ways...and that is sure to break me...
Sigh i'm going to attempt to sleep before my patrents get here.
And then i will go out
and come back...
and ice my knee....Oh yeah i'm in pain it popped out yesterday in the mall parking lot...
I have a brace and it's all ok..
Temper, temper
I never wanted to be
Temper, temper
I never wanted to be
Mr., Mr.
I can't hold it in.
No...
Never, never
I had a feeling this would
Never, never
I had a feeling this would never leave,
I've got a wick to burn my skin.
So I bottled it up and kept the words to myself
and let the anger collect for a better day.
When the words are aged,
The war is waged,
And you'll watch me blow.
I can be your powder keg.
If you can be my fuse.
Clever, clever
Give me a reason to be
Clever, clever
Give me a reason to be
Placing all my trust in your hands.
No...
Never, never
Don't even fuck with me,
Never, never
I tell myself that I know,
but I'll never know more than your name.
Don't, don't, don't, don't, don't worry doll,
I only kill him in my sleep.
Knock, knock, knock, knock, knock at your door.
You know I will send him out to sea
DAvid