Not getting married yet. Waiting 'til around 2010. Engaged on the condition of it being a long one. Not making the same mistake twice. Also, less interesting when you consider that it's been about two years.
At the moment, I deny your olive branch, but I acknowledge it's presence. I choose not to converse with you because I will be constantly trying to say the most hurtful thing that comes to mind, and be reading into everything you say for barbs and slights, real or perceived.
I'll agree to a ceasefire for the time being, but don't try to contact me.
I don't know if you remember, but I hated Adam for a little while after you and I got together. I downright loathed him for a long time, even though I'm the one who left. Understand that I feel the same way about you right now, and will for some time yet. But console yourself in the fact that I got my heart broken the month after you left. By a person, finally, rather than a dying charge. And I'm actively trying not to allow contact so I don't deliberately attempt to hurt you like I did Adam.
Be satisfied with what you have in this right now and don't push.
At the moment, I deny your olive branch, but I acknowledge it's presence. I choose not to converse with you because I will be constantly trying to say the most hurtful thing that comes to mind, and be reading into everything you say for barbs and slights, real or perceived.
I'll agree to a ceasefire for the time being, but don't try to contact me.
I don't know if you remember, but I hated Adam for a little while after you and I got together. I downright loathed him for a long time, even though I'm the one who left. Understand that I feel the same way about you right now, and will for some time yet. But console yourself in the fact that I got my heart broken the month after you left. By a person, finally, rather than a dying charge. And I'm actively trying not to allow contact so I don't deliberately attempt to hurt you like I did Adam.
Be satisfied with what you have in this right now and don't push.
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