Free at last...free at last...thank god I'm free at last

Jun 25, 2007 11:09

I don't know what's worse. The fact that I'm so happy that an alcoholic is out of my house, or that I'm very happpy that a visitor (who overextended his stay by too many months) is finally gone. So much of the burden of having to tolerate someone's system of values or customs is finally off my shoulders.

Hell, I think because of this, I've proven I can never live in my own home with others who have different education.

No wonder marriage to me is so frightening to me...I simply don't have the capacity nor the will to adjust to others (at least for periods longer than a month). My home feels like home again, and not like Auschwitz (now I know what the Polish felt when they got Warsaw back from the nazis). I know how the blacks felt during the Segregation. I know how the Shiites felt under the gauntlet of Hussein.

Thank God I'm me again...that old self-righteous and lonely bastard...

Thank God I'm free

I could cry now.

No more future brother-in-law to make my personal day to day miserable. Phew.

God bless me and my blasphemous independence.
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