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This is me crying for help.
I set things in motion last night that are terrible. I essentially told my best friend's girlfriend my problems with her, and that he and I have a history. Not one born of lust, but purely from love. And of course, it escalated. There's no way around that.
Now he despises me. I have lost the man I love and the sole person I trust.
And at the time, I technically cheated on the guy I was with. So now he's angry at me as well. Therefore losing the second person I trust.
I know the consequences of my actions. But I do not regret the decisions I made. I upheld my honesty, something he was not doing to his girlfriend. The lies were tenfold. Perhaps it was not my place, nor my best tactic but what has happened, happened.
And I'm completely alone.
This is so silly to ask for help on livejournal, but please... I need anybody right now.
I set things in motion last night that are terrible. I essentially told my best friend's girlfriend my problems with her, and that he and I have a history. Not one born of lust, but purely from love. And of course, it escalated. There's no way around that.
Now he despises me. I have lost the man I love and the sole person I trust.
And at the time, I technically cheated on the guy I was with. So now he's angry at me as well. Therefore losing the second person I trust.
I know the consequences of my actions. But I do not regret the decisions I made. I upheld my honesty, something he was not doing to his girlfriend. The lies were tenfold. Perhaps it was not my place, nor my best tactic but what has happened, happened.
And I'm completely alone.
This is so silly to ask for help on livejournal, but please... I need anybody right now.