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I've been on a huge hip hop kick lately. It's a love that comes and goes, but lately it's been pretty prominent in my music selections.
I'm kind of stressing something. I'm so amazingly happy with where my life is going right now, but one thing that is putting a damper on an otherwise nice life is that i'm definitely losing contact with my best friend. Ryan and I hardly ever talk anymore, and whenever we do it's this strange atmosphere like people who've known each other for so long that you almost don't notice that there is almost no friendship left. Every time I go to anything his family holds it's this awkward situation where he goes off with Brando and Wes and only says a few words to me. His mother is turning 50 sometime around tomorrow so they're having a big party I would've gone to for sure in the past, but i'm going to the Haiti show instead because I never feel welcome there anymore. It's really a bummer. I wasn't even invited by him, I was invited by his brother, who only invited me to his wedding as an afterthought because they needed my keyboard. It's a huge bummer.
I'm kind of stressing something. I'm so amazingly happy with where my life is going right now, but one thing that is putting a damper on an otherwise nice life is that i'm definitely losing contact with my best friend. Ryan and I hardly ever talk anymore, and whenever we do it's this strange atmosphere like people who've known each other for so long that you almost don't notice that there is almost no friendship left. Every time I go to anything his family holds it's this awkward situation where he goes off with Brando and Wes and only says a few words to me. His mother is turning 50 sometime around tomorrow so they're having a big party I would've gone to for sure in the past, but i'm going to the Haiti show instead because I never feel welcome there anymore. It's really a bummer. I wasn't even invited by him, I was invited by his brother, who only invited me to his wedding as an afterthought because they needed my keyboard. It's a huge bummer.