Christmas

[dlward88]

So Christmas is practically here! The past few weeks have been a mess. Especially this past one. I'm just glad it's over and that it's time for vacation. I can't wait for this school year to be over... i really can't. i mean what has NHSS done for me? have i ever really wanted to be there, or gotten anything out of it? I really havn't. I just, have never really had a good time with it. maybe 10th grade.... but that was it. I just... sigh... i want my own life. I've been thinking recently, but i don't think i'm going to go to prom. Why should i when i havn't even enjoyed my high school experience? I would be so much happier just getting dressed up and going out to dinner with kip.... not like formal dressed up, but go to a nice resturant... Michael Timothy's or something like that. So who knows... we'll see when the time comes. speaking of kip... i've really missed him today. i don't know why... i just really have. I called him a lil bit ago, but he didn't pick up his phone. i think casey is arriving in seattle tonight anyway, so they could be spending some time together. i just for some reason was thinking a lot about him today. wish i could see him before he leaves for OCS.... but i highly doubt that will happen.

i will update again either tomorrow or sunday w/ my sentimental christmas thoughts... but i'm really not in the right state of mind to do that now. but i will just say i hope ya'll have a very happy christmas!! and to remember what this season is all about.

... being patient.