"Why I suck as a [person]"

[dlu]

I can't believe it took me this long to realize that all he fucking needed was a friend. That's why things worked so well before spring break. That's why things fell apart after break. I started acting like he was my boyfriend, and like he had some obligation to me. All I had to do was stop being such a girl, and just be his friend. I think that that is exactly what we both need right now. He needs a good friend. And I need to be able to be a good friend to someone.

I honestly don't believe that it was something so simple. I just have to shut up and be his friend.