Dec 17, 2006 13:21
Certainly not. I couldn't handle the goings on of yesterday, but at the same time I can't stop playing visuals over and over again in my mind. It's a real mind trip when you think about the 24 hours before now, and someone being alive only then. Horses are people too, only many times more human than in-human. Never conspiring, never deceitful. Just happy go lucky, and personable. (Maybe more so in Arabians). At any rate things become very pensive when you lose a friend forever. I can't even imagine how I'd feel if it were Atreau. Being as roguish and partial as I am, it opens the door to few, while never closing to those close. And I'm closer to Atreau than I am to anyone. I'm very happy he's as healthy and young as he is. As I am a glass is half empty kind of guy.
Pearl Jam song of the day: "Nothing as it Seems"