Feb 26, 2006 14:52
why do I do this to myself? I knew if I listened to this song I would cry, but I can't help it, even just feeling my love for him makes me feel closer to him. i know it doesn't specifically fit, but oh hell so many parts just break my heart becasue its really how it is
"I don't know what you're doin'
And I don't know where you are
But I look up at that great big sky
And I hope you're wishin' on that same
bright star"
"I know that we're together
Even though we're far apart"
"I still imagine your touch
It's beautiful missing something that much
But sometimes love needs a fighting chance
So I'll wait my turn until it's our turn to dance"
god its so true, I wil wait my turn if it kills me and I dont have to think twice on that, there is no other option for me, its not even a decision I have to make, my heart makes it for me without my logical consent. Ill still be waiting here, mybe Ill go through a few different guys, but they wont be the same, and knowing that hurts me so much, becasue logically I should ask myself will he still feel the same? It could be years, and will I just be a memory, a girl he once loved? but no matter what in my heart he wont be just another guy I once loved, oh and this kills me oh how it kills me.