not again...
ok, so yes I know I overreact but still... I swear to god, EVERY time I havea decent thing going relationship wise the ex's decide to butt in. Its crazy ex weekend again... why do I say this? case one: Jordan decides to call to "hang" and conveniantly questions where the boyfriend is ( yes , hes away) and "ohhhh so there is still a boyfriend" , ha ha I know what ur all thinking.. I haven't been on myspace in a bit and Im excited to see a new friend add...my heart falls when I see that its Tom. Yes I should be fine, Im sure hes completly over it, but that will just never be the case for me, I can't help that he threw my life into complete turmoil and confusion, and just hearing the name threatens an anxiety attack. I Just can't help that I have this uncontrolable physiological reaction to the name, the picture, the basic thought that he still exists no matter how much I try to deny it... ugh!
BAH!
BAH!