GGRRRRAAAAR!
Guys can be so retarded! Im kinda pissed, kinda frusterated, kinda really confused, damnit. So Travis tells me he wants to get the apartment cleaned up today for monday cause he brother is comin out, so I was teasin him like 'oh it takes three days eh?' and he was like well Im leavin tomorrow morning to go home. Uh- what? he effin got back! and he says he told me last week, but he didn't, he wasn't even here last week to tell me. PLUS I remeber right after he got home he said he ws leavin sunday afternoon. Big differance between Frienday morning and sunday afternoon. As it is we live together but hardly spend any time, except to sleep.... and oh yeah.. sex... Thats fuckin Great. I live with the guy and still feel neglected.. what gives? Its not like I imagine it either. Hes either playing video games or down at stoners or has a friend over. Its ridiculous, before we were together he made every attempt to be around me and now its like I have the pluage...sp??... anyway, Im super pissed. And to top it off Jordan finally got ahold of me, I guess his phone had been stolen and thats why I couldn't call him.. not that I was worried he did kinda start to seem a bit obsessive when I didn't call him for a few days.... there's a first... but anyway, point being, He wants me to go to a party tommorrow night, and without a doubt wants to see me and hang , even knowing the circumstances, not that he'd care anyway. But.. GUH! what is a girl to do? I don't really wanna drive to GR but its not like its far really AND its my day off and Ill be all alone otherwise... I'm so screwed... somebody help!!!!