welll, THAT was weird!
so Im inding my own business, completley absorbed in my book and I get a call from the current asshole who apparenty is goin to start popping in and out of my life. It was a very short conversation, as I told him I was reading and very tired and he obviously was too and was already in bed. Basically, the normalness stuns me a bit. Im not sure what the purpose of calling me and talking for about fifteen mins about his weekend and my pleasantly boring life was. but I can only assume that if hes calling me while in bed... he must have been thinking about me there :P. ok, sorry, I just couldn't help that one, but really, Im baffled. I guess Im complicating things again, by trying to peice together what mysterious force has drivin him to strike up contact with me again. Am I just the only person of substance in his life to talk to? does he really have these lingering regrets, or is it purely like he states, that he "doesn't want me to hate him". Honestly, I think thats a load of bull shit. If he really didn't want me to dispise him he woujld have droped me a line sooner, and possibly spaced out over the last few months. Not a few calls within a week or so. I'd say its driving me crazy, but I don't care enough at the moment for these questions to be more than lingering mysteries. Honestly, Id think less on it if I had anything else to think of thats more entertaining, but I don't. hmmmmm, strange how calm I am lately, must mean I'm up for another dramatic impulse soon, watch out;).