Oh my fucking god......
Im so fucking tired of people showing no compassion for fellow human beings. Its especially hypocritical to whine and whine constantly about problems that htey have and then when others are in their time of need, they turn their back. What makes you problems more or less valid than anothers? Nothing, just your self-centeredness. Which, happens to be something you dipise in others, making you an even bigger hypocrite. If you haven't been where another person has, than you have no idea how bad something they are going through is, and yes jonny I AM talking to you, because Im not going to be a coward, Im going to throw my thoughts on the table for the world to see. I HATE it when people make others problems seem to be less important just because its not a life shattering event in their own eyes. Even worse, DONT EVER FUCKING BLAME IT ON PMS. That puts you right down there on the same level as Jordan, cause thats shit that guys like him say. and oh yes I went there, and what makes you even worse, I wouldnt have expected it out of you, so that makes you twice as bad, because you KNOW BETTER! Oh that pisses me off to no end.
As for the rest of my day, yeah, it was pretty crappy, but now Im feeling much better due to luaghing at my Mom, who is ever so goffy. So maybe Ill go back to the begining. I arrived at work not wanting to be there, I hadn't wanted to be there yesterday either, which Lisa especially knew, and also yesterday found out some disturbing news I wasn't aware of. SO I came in, procclaimed that I had wanted to find a sub for today but didn't, but at that point it wasnt a big deal cause we all just kinda sat along the side anyway. Then it was time for open and jes came in and I could see she was pretty upset and didnt want to be there, but for other reasons. So I made sure we rotated next to each other being that we were kinda in the same boat. Things were ok untill my back and neck started to hurt and from then on I just wanted to cry it hurt so bad. So as I went to take my second brake Sams comin towards the office, and I reeally dont like her, so I was like oh great Im in tears with pain and Im gonna have to deal with her shit. SO she tells me shes goin home, my first reaction is why the hell is she going home, shes been there the least amount of time, wtf? dont get me wrong, I love Lisa and all, but wtf? why wouldnt she ask jess or me or ...somebody whos a good employee and not only really needs to get outta there but also fucking deserves the break. I already told her a million times I didn't need the hours and I wanted out of there, and she sends sam home? so after that I was jus in a really bad mood. Then Im not really sure what exactly happened but jess got really upset by nick, and she was in tears and very emotional. So when she came out to deck and I saw she was still crying I was pretty concerned, I tried to talk to her for a min, then had to rotate. After rotatino I asked her if she was gonna be ok and able to pull it together enough to work. So I figured she should prolly tell Lisa that she was upset and that she should either go tkae some time to pull it together or get outta there or something. Cause honestly its just not safe to have everyone thinking her water is covered and have her not giving her full attetion to it because shes upset and emotional. Its never good to have to make decisions when your emotions are all haywire. So, to make a long story short, today was just one of those days, I didnt wanna be there, but kinda didnt have a choice, and some ppl shouldnt have been there even more. But I came home, popped some more pills and ate food and hung with my Mom a bit. So I feel much better, hope your doin better jess.
As for Jon, he can suck his own dick tho cause he pisses me off for all kinds of reasons lately.
As for the rest of my day, yeah, it was pretty crappy, but now Im feeling much better due to luaghing at my Mom, who is ever so goffy. So maybe Ill go back to the begining. I arrived at work not wanting to be there, I hadn't wanted to be there yesterday either, which Lisa especially knew, and also yesterday found out some disturbing news I wasn't aware of. SO I came in, procclaimed that I had wanted to find a sub for today but didn't, but at that point it wasnt a big deal cause we all just kinda sat along the side anyway. Then it was time for open and jes came in and I could see she was pretty upset and didnt want to be there, but for other reasons. So I made sure we rotated next to each other being that we were kinda in the same boat. Things were ok untill my back and neck started to hurt and from then on I just wanted to cry it hurt so bad. So as I went to take my second brake Sams comin towards the office, and I reeally dont like her, so I was like oh great Im in tears with pain and Im gonna have to deal with her shit. SO she tells me shes goin home, my first reaction is why the hell is she going home, shes been there the least amount of time, wtf? dont get me wrong, I love Lisa and all, but wtf? why wouldnt she ask jess or me or ...somebody whos a good employee and not only really needs to get outta there but also fucking deserves the break. I already told her a million times I didn't need the hours and I wanted out of there, and she sends sam home? so after that I was jus in a really bad mood. Then Im not really sure what exactly happened but jess got really upset by nick, and she was in tears and very emotional. So when she came out to deck and I saw she was still crying I was pretty concerned, I tried to talk to her for a min, then had to rotate. After rotatino I asked her if she was gonna be ok and able to pull it together enough to work. So I figured she should prolly tell Lisa that she was upset and that she should either go tkae some time to pull it together or get outta there or something. Cause honestly its just not safe to have everyone thinking her water is covered and have her not giving her full attetion to it because shes upset and emotional. Its never good to have to make decisions when your emotions are all haywire. So, to make a long story short, today was just one of those days, I didnt wanna be there, but kinda didnt have a choice, and some ppl shouldnt have been there even more. But I came home, popped some more pills and ate food and hung with my Mom a bit. So I feel much better, hope your doin better jess.
As for Jon, he can suck his own dick tho cause he pisses me off for all kinds of reasons lately.