finally updatin
can u actually believe it? i am finally updatin this thing...um what to talk about?
in like the past month a lot of shit has happened. i am done w/ my first "term" at PBCC it was fun but my class was really hard n i couldn't have ne1 in the class help me b/c none of them knew what they were doing...
work is still fun we had our employee x-mas party on the 14th n that was fun but i got a lil crazy after lol. I got "ROOKIE OF THE YEAR" and a whole bunch of shit for winning n my sis got employee of the year (first time fam members ever got it). I've said it once n i will say it again I LOVE THAT PLACE. it always makes me smile, well lately it's been weird b/c every1 thinks i am sleepin w/ my manager so everyday i go in i have to deal w/ every1 talkin bout it n then it's all good lol some ppl that come in are so rude its not even funny me n amy were workin the other day n she was like do u think they would feel bad if i just started to cry? lol we were ganna do it but after that no 1 was rude to us, damn it lol...
school was ok i mean i was really slackin 2nd 9 weeks so my grades r ganna suck n i think i failed history lol...
now on to the guy department of the last month...as u saw in my last post i really liked tyler but i "said" i was over him when i really wasn't but whatever i got over him n this time i am for real. neways what i was ganna say was, about the whole thing w/ charde, that when it first happened charde thought i was mad at her for likin him n him likin her back when i really wasn't i was mad at the fact that she tried to hide it from me n act like i wouldn't find out n when she heard i found out she was mad at danielle n jenn b/c she thought they told me when infact i was the 1 that told them. but w/e i am so over it i love charde to death n tyler "USED" to be 1 of my best friends (now he acts like i don't even live on the planet) n i am happy for them if the want to b together, charde is not worth losin over a boy that didn't even like me in the 1st place...ok so enough w/ that story but i had to get it off my back...
now on to the other guys...lol so there is this guy DERK, he is 24 n he works at world gym, i met him a few weeks ago at bostons, he came in on a sat to give out some free shit for his gym n the he came back in on sun to talk to me b/c he said he didn't on sat n wished he had (how freakin cute) amy told me he comes in all the time lookin 4 me but i am not there when he comes, we have hung out a few times n we hooked up (not sex) n he is cool in all but my hearts just not in it for him b/c he wants a relationship n i def don't lol...
there is C***, if u r smart enough to figure that 1 out then u r cool n will know who i am talkin bout but if not then it is better that way. i would tell u bout him n shit but i can't b/c then i'd have to kill ya, he is a lil older than me n hes cool we hang out a lot but not as much as we used to b/c i now have a new "friend" w/ benefits...
n that brings me to the next guy **** i def can't say his name b/c too many ppl might look at this. my best n close friends will know who i am talkin bout, but to the rest of u this is just another guy...he is so cool, a LITTLE older than me but not as old as derk, lol can't tell u how we met b/c that would kill it, but we did know each other for 9 months b4 shit b/t us happened, it all pretty much started when we hung out 1 nite n shit happens when u get drunk n sometimes its good n sometimes its bad, but this time it was good...i like bin around him the most b/c even thought he is a HUGE HORN DOG n every1 knows it he doesn't act/treat me like it, like normally he would just go up to a girl at a bar n b like hey give me head lol n w/ me he's not like that, eventhought i have given him head, but that's besides the point, he treats me like a person he cares for which i know is not the case b/c we have a "NO STRINGS ATTACHED" thing goin on here, i hope he goes out n gets other girls b/c i'm gettin other guys lol i want him to have fun as long as he still comes back to me i don't care lol (is that bad?)...
n then there is bobbie, i don't really like him that much at all nemore, he is 23 n works w/ me or he did but he got fired, i thought i was startin to like him but i decided i don't b/c after we hooked up he went n told ever1 so i just thought he was real stupid b/c hello i am 17 n he is 23 that isn't to legal. n i just don't have time for dumb ppl n he wanted a relationship n again i'm not lookin for that rite now...so that is it in the guy area um.....
for x-mas i got some cool stuff
i got a tv (work), dvd player(work), bonis(work), a bunch of shirts(courtnie, my sis, grandrents, dad, nicole, denise, kellsie), d&b key chain(jenn), photo album(jenn), bag(charde n brandi), belts(mom n gma), porn lol(****), jewelry(dad n brandi n mom), n some other cool stuff...my brothe got so much shit from the fam it's not even funny, say my sis got like 15 things n i got like 20 n my bro got like 35 no joke.lol but it's all good b/c i have my ever so loved friends.....
i think that is good for now i will try to keep with it but its hard lol leave 1 for me
in like the past month a lot of shit has happened. i am done w/ my first "term" at PBCC it was fun but my class was really hard n i couldn't have ne1 in the class help me b/c none of them knew what they were doing...
work is still fun we had our employee x-mas party on the 14th n that was fun but i got a lil crazy after lol. I got "ROOKIE OF THE YEAR" and a whole bunch of shit for winning n my sis got employee of the year (first time fam members ever got it). I've said it once n i will say it again I LOVE THAT PLACE. it always makes me smile, well lately it's been weird b/c every1 thinks i am sleepin w/ my manager so everyday i go in i have to deal w/ every1 talkin bout it n then it's all good lol some ppl that come in are so rude its not even funny me n amy were workin the other day n she was like do u think they would feel bad if i just started to cry? lol we were ganna do it but after that no 1 was rude to us, damn it lol...
school was ok i mean i was really slackin 2nd 9 weeks so my grades r ganna suck n i think i failed history lol...
now on to the guy department of the last month...as u saw in my last post i really liked tyler but i "said" i was over him when i really wasn't but whatever i got over him n this time i am for real. neways what i was ganna say was, about the whole thing w/ charde, that when it first happened charde thought i was mad at her for likin him n him likin her back when i really wasn't i was mad at the fact that she tried to hide it from me n act like i wouldn't find out n when she heard i found out she was mad at danielle n jenn b/c she thought they told me when infact i was the 1 that told them. but w/e i am so over it i love charde to death n tyler "USED" to be 1 of my best friends (now he acts like i don't even live on the planet) n i am happy for them if the want to b together, charde is not worth losin over a boy that didn't even like me in the 1st place...ok so enough w/ that story but i had to get it off my back...
now on to the other guys...lol so there is this guy DERK, he is 24 n he works at world gym, i met him a few weeks ago at bostons, he came in on a sat to give out some free shit for his gym n the he came back in on sun to talk to me b/c he said he didn't on sat n wished he had (how freakin cute) amy told me he comes in all the time lookin 4 me but i am not there when he comes, we have hung out a few times n we hooked up (not sex) n he is cool in all but my hearts just not in it for him b/c he wants a relationship n i def don't lol...
there is C***, if u r smart enough to figure that 1 out then u r cool n will know who i am talkin bout but if not then it is better that way. i would tell u bout him n shit but i can't b/c then i'd have to kill ya, he is a lil older than me n hes cool we hang out a lot but not as much as we used to b/c i now have a new "friend" w/ benefits...
n that brings me to the next guy **** i def can't say his name b/c too many ppl might look at this. my best n close friends will know who i am talkin bout, but to the rest of u this is just another guy...he is so cool, a LITTLE older than me but not as old as derk, lol can't tell u how we met b/c that would kill it, but we did know each other for 9 months b4 shit b/t us happened, it all pretty much started when we hung out 1 nite n shit happens when u get drunk n sometimes its good n sometimes its bad, but this time it was good...i like bin around him the most b/c even thought he is a HUGE HORN DOG n every1 knows it he doesn't act/treat me like it, like normally he would just go up to a girl at a bar n b like hey give me head lol n w/ me he's not like that, eventhought i have given him head, but that's besides the point, he treats me like a person he cares for which i know is not the case b/c we have a "NO STRINGS ATTACHED" thing goin on here, i hope he goes out n gets other girls b/c i'm gettin other guys lol i want him to have fun as long as he still comes back to me i don't care lol (is that bad?)...
n then there is bobbie, i don't really like him that much at all nemore, he is 23 n works w/ me or he did but he got fired, i thought i was startin to like him but i decided i don't b/c after we hooked up he went n told ever1 so i just thought he was real stupid b/c hello i am 17 n he is 23 that isn't to legal. n i just don't have time for dumb ppl n he wanted a relationship n again i'm not lookin for that rite now...so that is it in the guy area um.....
for x-mas i got some cool stuff
i got a tv (work), dvd player(work), bonis(work), a bunch of shirts(courtnie, my sis, grandrents, dad, nicole, denise, kellsie), d&b key chain(jenn), photo album(jenn), bag(charde n brandi), belts(mom n gma), porn lol(****), jewelry(dad n brandi n mom), n some other cool stuff...my brothe got so much shit from the fam it's not even funny, say my sis got like 15 things n i got like 20 n my bro got like 35 no joke.lol but it's all good b/c i have my ever so loved friends.....
i think that is good for now i will try to keep with it but its hard lol leave 1 for me