bored out of my mind
Hey waz up nothing much here. i am watching my guy and his friends playing halo 2. dont get me wrong i love halo 2 but there are already 4 people playing and they are guys and u know how they get with games. so yea...... i am bored and not feeling good and i have noting to do but play on this damn computer. yea how much fun is that?!?!?!? Yeah and my only girl friend that would hang out with me is hanging with her friends in the apartment across the road. yeah how much fun am i having can you guess? well we won are game on friday against Ravanna. 42 to 14. Go oakridge!!! Yeah i am a cheerleader so it was fun. I will be happy if we go to the dome this year. i will be very very happy. Well last night after the game me and my friend jesse(boy) wanted to hang out so i asked my mokm and she said yea. ok but the bad part was we had to drop my bro off at the apartment so i texted my guy and asked him the apartment number and he told me. only cuz i had not been to the new apartment yet so yea. so when i got there i went up to see my kittens. and brandon told them that jesse was there and i got in trouble. Cuz joe doesnt like jesse and i guess everyone else doesnt either. well i did not bring jesse to the apart. brandon did so that he could get a ride home. So yea i get yelled at. Then after i left joes room i left the light on only cuz when i got there it was on so i thought thye wanted it on for a reason. Then brandon had to come with me and jesse so that nothing happened between us. Well i thought that was bullshit cuz i would not do anything cuz i am with joe and i have really no reason to do anything with jesse. but yea i guess i am a fucking cheater and i am just a bitch. but so what if no one trys to trust me and have faith that i will not cheat on joe. if i did i would be stupid. But you know what fuck u guys and what you think and 1 more thing stay the fuck out of my relationship!!!!!!! Its between me and joe not people at school or the apartment or even family. Fuck all u guys and go to hell you stupid people. FUCK THIS WORLD AND ALL THE PEOPLE IN IT. I just cant handle it. i dont want to be here anymore and if you wanted me to be here i wouldnt. The only person who makes me stay in this place is Joe. The rest of u can just leave me alone unless you want to talk about stuff other than my relationship and stop being a pussy and tell me everything to my face. Like that fucking bet people put on my relationship about me leaving joe for mike. i know who all did it i just want you to be nice and tell me about it so that we can talk about it nicly. i just hate people talking about me behind my back. i really cant stand it. If you want to still be my friend then talk to me about it or ever write me back but if not stay the fuck out of my life!!!!! And dont ever call me your friend again. Well i better go before i say more shit!!!!