Damn Brain
well Im all over thinking life to the max today!
and its only 9am. oh my day doesnt look so good now.
Ive been thinking about how much I want to go to school. Not just the local college but a real 4 year university.
But the only problem is....
1. I wont get to be with ben
2. I would love to major in english or the arts or somthing but then what?
3. I think/ have decided that I want to be a paralegal but I dont need a BA for that...but i want one...in English.
4. I REALLY want to go to SFA...or A&M
and it all just goes around and around and around. I know ben would want me to go to school but if I do decide to do this, we wont see each other for the most part of 4 years. Thats a long time not to see my husband.
There is so much more to this topic but im gone in so many circles I've confused myself. But I need to figure it out quick becuase I need to have my stuff straighten out by the time I see Ben.
Just 19 days to go :D