Depressed

Apr 12, 2005 06:07

I start my day with a heavy feeling in my heart. I am so unhappy right now, and fighting valiantly against it, to no avail. I feel anxious about my job, overwhelmed by my money situation, and like I was fooled by my love life. I work so hard, hardly ever see my kids, make barely enough money to scrape by, and treat myself poorly regarding my health. I don't know what I want to do with my life.
Yet the birds sing on, the day is cool and new, and I'm alive. It just doesn't seem to matter. I have isolated myself, built a wall around my soul with no access to how I really feel. Or is it I don't have any feelings left anymore?
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