Explorations... :)
Its 3:20 in the morning, I can barely keep my eyes open, I dont know if these sentences will be coherent and I am not under the influence of any controlled substance.
A few hours ago I emailed a professor asking for a 2 day extension on the last term paper of the semester. Soon after that I went to work - literally - working non-stop on our business plan.
After about 2 months of researching and sporatic writing, fourty pages later I am done.
I cannot beleive this, I have just documented my vision for the next five years of a dynamic, growing business. The wonderous goodness of Bipolar Disorder (I can get so much done in a 24 hour period. The ideas are profound. The intellectual dimentions I can explore are vast). Bli Eyin Hara.
This is unbelieveable. In 10 days I take off for Israel. I will leave most of this behind... the parties, the drinking, the girls, the distractions, in search of a reconnection with that which I know is so much more intrinsically and practically valuable and rewarding. I smile in anticipation.
I will take some facets of this business with me when I travel. I will have my laptop, and my ideas, my correspondences, and my contacts. It should be interesting. I couldnt have a better situation, had I orchestrated it myself. Baruch Hashem.
I say that phrase more and more these days. When I was younger I wondered exactly what it meant. Then I found out what the translation was. Then I started saying it, alibiet cautiously. Now I feel it. G-d is inherently good, and I thank Him for allowing me to realize that.
This is amazing.
A few hours ago I emailed a professor asking for a 2 day extension on the last term paper of the semester. Soon after that I went to work - literally - working non-stop on our business plan.
After about 2 months of researching and sporatic writing, fourty pages later I am done.
I cannot beleive this, I have just documented my vision for the next five years of a dynamic, growing business. The wonderous goodness of Bipolar Disorder (I can get so much done in a 24 hour period. The ideas are profound. The intellectual dimentions I can explore are vast). Bli Eyin Hara.
This is unbelieveable. In 10 days I take off for Israel. I will leave most of this behind... the parties, the drinking, the girls, the distractions, in search of a reconnection with that which I know is so much more intrinsically and practically valuable and rewarding. I smile in anticipation.
I will take some facets of this business with me when I travel. I will have my laptop, and my ideas, my correspondences, and my contacts. It should be interesting. I couldnt have a better situation, had I orchestrated it myself. Baruch Hashem.
I say that phrase more and more these days. When I was younger I wondered exactly what it meant. Then I found out what the translation was. Then I started saying it, alibiet cautiously. Now I feel it. G-d is inherently good, and I thank Him for allowing me to realize that.
This is amazing.