bleh
Well, Ok here it is wednesday and I feel like shit..no don't have a cold..just slightly depressed.
Work:Ok..so that's part of the problem. After having to deal with an anal retentive *itch, that I would say needs to get laid except that she's married. So it's either not happening or it's not that good. She picks apart everything that's been done, and then Belittle's me for it. le sigh...so work sucks atm. The desire to do anything is like nil. That and secound guessing everything I have done.
Home:Well..that's the other major problem. Monday rolls around and was like weeee get to talk to patrick. Well...didn't really get to talk. he was up to his ears in work, i can't say much i was too. So tues is a little better, not much. So got to talk to him on the phone once and it was brief. Was supposed to call back but didn't. So ok...the impression that something is wrong has now grown very high. which has got me in the 'ok..this isn't going to happen' so been having this feeling that i fucked up somehow last weekend, and don't know what I did *sigh*. So offered to go out this weekend if possiable...so we'll see if it happens(have a feeling it won't). Ya call me insecure, but can't help it. Seems like everything is going good, it just dies.
FFXI: Ok...so That has been somewhat better. Managed to get lvl 18 and my sub-job quest done. Which was kind of surprising since I didn't plan on it. Was planning on getting 17 and maybe halfway threw it, but had a really good party and Tannlore helped out a lot.
Work:Ok..so that's part of the problem. After having to deal with an anal retentive *itch, that I would say needs to get laid except that she's married. So it's either not happening or it's not that good. She picks apart everything that's been done, and then Belittle's me for it. le sigh...so work sucks atm. The desire to do anything is like nil. That and secound guessing everything I have done.
Home:Well..that's the other major problem. Monday rolls around and was like weeee get to talk to patrick. Well...didn't really get to talk. he was up to his ears in work, i can't say much i was too. So tues is a little better, not much. So got to talk to him on the phone once and it was brief. Was supposed to call back but didn't. So ok...the impression that something is wrong has now grown very high. which has got me in the 'ok..this isn't going to happen' so been having this feeling that i fucked up somehow last weekend, and don't know what I did *sigh*. So offered to go out this weekend if possiable...so we'll see if it happens(have a feeling it won't). Ya call me insecure, but can't help it. Seems like everything is going good, it just dies.
FFXI: Ok...so That has been somewhat better. Managed to get lvl 18 and my sub-job quest done. Which was kind of surprising since I didn't plan on it. Was planning on getting 17 and maybe halfway threw it, but had a really good party and Tannlore helped out a lot.