Oct 06, 2005 10:01
Hey whoever is listening! it has been a long ass time since i have written something worth reading but i have been going through a lot in the past few months. Right now my bf and i are ok we argue everyday but it is ok i think. I do have a confession though, i have been talking to this guy i loved and still love that was in my Bio class in Naugatuck. I have not and will not let Suad(my bf) know about him cuz he will kill me....he thinks that we were just friends and we were because i always had a bf then and now i still do. I have recently been informed that my bf is saving up for a wedding ring for me and i dont know if i want to any more since this person i loved,which happened to be Vance Magro, has been talking to me. I do need someone to let me know what i should do but if no one knows then i wil have to just go with it and hope for the best...then if it doesnt work out i will move back here(cuz by the time we get married we will be in london or boston)and with Vance or i wont come back and i'll just find a sexy british guy who will love me and give me my family. Although i will say that i already have started my family i lost 1 baby and my bf adopted his niece, J.Lan, and she is in his custody. So i already have a daughter. Well i am taking care of someones daughter. Anyways, this information can not get out! So if you happen to know Suad please dont tell him...he'll leave me and i dont want that. I DO love him and i will always love him but i am at a cross road and i know that i probably should stay with him sice i worked so hard to get him even though it meant losing my friends. Oh and as for the depression it has gotten to the point where i am crying at least once a day. I will be happy and fine and then out of nowhere i start crying and i dont know why and Suad seems to ask the same question everytime, like it will change, "what is the matter?" and when i say "i dont know." he says "how do you not know?" and i proceed to say "i dont know! i was fine a second ago.". Are all men like this or is mine just stupid or slow? He seems to have the impression that it is him and i just dont know where he gets this info! So i have thought of this...chocolate! It helps make you horny and it makes you happy. It also cures a period...not the bleeding but if you eat enough chocolate it WILL cure the cramps. Of course with the way mine have been i need at least 2 perks to hold me for an hour or 2. the last time they were bad i didnt have perks so Suad gave me 2 ib profens. They were prescribed to him and were 600 mg each...so it took them 2 hours and a heating pad on high to cure the pain. But i got through it. And my bear has finally started to talk to me..Suad thought i was nutz last night when i had a conversation about him and the video game he was playing..the bear had some funny ass comments. I came to this conclusion, my bear is a lesbian. Because no person that is straight can come up with shit like that! And the bear doesnt like Suad...probly because he stepped on her head that same night. She plans on getting him while he sleeps one day. She told me. oh and Suad wrote a story in which i will be putting on here in a sec. Everyone who reads this should tell me wut you think of what he wrote so far. It isnt finished and it is not a romance story...he just hasnt gotten to the action yet.
The Tale of The Immortal Curse
Till I Find Something Better
It was a beautiful summer day and Keanu sat at his spot thinking to himself. Keanu was very tall for his age, he had dark black hair and had blue highlights in it every once in a while. He was very outgoing and funny and also had a good bit of sarcasm but was serious when needed and was very easy to talk to. His hair was shaved on the side and long on top and it fell down to the bottom of his ears. He had found this spot back in his first year at school. It was high on top of this cliff that was hard to get to. But he had found a hidden path. It made it very easy to get up the cliff so he could be alone and have time to think. He had been going out with Willow at the time. Willow was blonde and had blue eyes. They had gone out for almost 2 years. But one of his friends that had liked Willow had told her that he had left the school. When he had really gone home for a family emergency. He had started talking with a new girl ever since. He started to like her a lot, she was very beautiful and just a great person. She had long curly red hair with a little black in it. She had a natural beauty to her so she didn’t wear too much makeup She was very much like Keanu they were both very outgoing and nice. Her name was Clelia. He couldn't stop thinking about her. But she had a boyfriend Lawrence. Lawrence was a nice guy and sweet but just a little too sweet and annoying. He had thought that Clelia liked him too but he didn't want to ruin their friendship with asking her. He had been spending a lot of time with her. More time then he had spent with Willow. He did miss Willow but she had transferred schools and couldn't talk to her. He felt happy with Clelia though. Just talking to her made all his worries go away. Clelia and Keanu's best friend Xander and Dustin Xander’s younger brother had been his only true friends. But ever since he had broken up with Willow he had been meeting more and more new friends. His best friend Xander had been going out with a girl named Cecily. Xander had long blonde hair that was shoulder length. He usually had some color in his hair and in different styles. Xander and Keanu were best friends ever since they were five. They were more than friends. Even more than best friends they were brothers. They had always gone to each other with their problems. Xander walked up to Keanu at the front lawn when he had walked back down from the cliff. "Hey what’s up Keanu?" "Nothing just thinking" Keanu said seriously. "Still about Clelia" Xander said smiling. Keanu smiled and sat down on the ground. "So we still meeting your brother in town tomorrow?" "Yeah he said he’s gonna be waiting outside" Xander told Keanu sitting down. Dustin was Xander’s younger brother. Dustin had short black spiked hair with red highlights and blue eyes. He was gay but didn’t have a boyfriend. They were all like brothers, Dustin was the youngest, Xander was the middle brother, and Keanu was the oldest. "Cool where’s Cecily?" Keanu asked looking at the sky. "She’s hanging out with Clelia" he said grinning "They’ll meet up with us later on." Keanu smiled "I heard Lawrence is home for summer vacation." "Yeah he already left" Clelia said walking up with Cecily. Keanu turned around "oh hey Lia" he said grinning at her. "What's up, Keanu?" she said sitting next to him smiling. "Well I’ll see you two later." Xander said getting up and taking Cecily with him. "Hey, where are we going?" Cecily asked Xander. "Come on I gotta talk to you." Xander said winking at Keanu while pulling Cecily with him. Keanu laughed and turned and looked at Clelia. Clelia was staring at him smiling. "What?" He asked her. Clelia stood quiet for a minute then snapped awake suddenly. "Oh sorry I umm…" she turned her head and looked out across the lawn. Keanu smiled "see it seems like she likes you he told himself." "Lia I…" "No you can’t" he told himself. "You can’t tell her your feelings what if it ruins your friendship." "Yeah?" she said looking at him. Keanu looked into her eyes and she looked back into his. "I… Wanna go for a walk?" he asked her. Clelia smiled "yeah come on" she said standing up. Keanu stood up and started to walk with her. "So how've you been doing?" he asked watching her. Clelia looked at him "not so good" she said truthfully, "I’ve been thinking about a lot of things lately." "What kind of things?" "Maybe I could help you" he told her seriously. "You know I’m always here for you." Clelia looked into Keanu’s eyes. "Yeah I know but there are just some things in my life right now that you can’t really help me out with"." Not yet at least" she added. "Well just let me know what I could do when the time is right and I’ll do all I can to help." He told her looking into her eyes and brushing her hair back. Clelia touched her cheek to his hand when he had brushed her hair back. "I swear I just felt her shudder" he said to himself. "Thanks Keanu I know I could always count on you." She said smiling at him. "No problem, so when is Lawrence supposed to be coming back?" He asked her. "Yeah talk about her boyfriend, smart move genius." he told himself. Clelia’s smile faded "oh not till the day before term starts" she told him. They had walked around for hours talking and laughing. Also a little occasional flirting. "Well talk to you tomorrow." she told him smiling at the doors to the girl’s dorms. "Yeah definitely" he told her smiling back. She opened the door and walked inside smiling the whole time and closed the door. Keanu sighed "someday she’ll be mine." he said out loud and turned around. "Whoa" he said jumping. "You scared me" he said laughing to Cecily. "Sorry" she said smiling "Xander’s in the boy’s dorms waiting for you." "Thanks see ya later" he told her smiling and starting to walk away. "She does like you," she said. "All she does is talk about you all the time." "Who?" he asked even though he thought he knew the answer. "Clelia of course" she said nodding at the girl’s dorm. Keanu smiled " well you know how much I like her." "Yeah you’re both in love with each other" she said walking up to the door. "Yeah but there’s only one thing in the way of that love" he told her. "Lawrence? Yeah I know but if she really loves you then just wait and see what happens." She said opening the door and walking through it and closing it behind her. Keanu turned around and walked towards the boy’s dorms. "Oh man" he said walking in to the dorm and sitting on the chair across from Xander. "Have fun with your dream girl?" Xander asked jokingly. "Man I could stay with her all day and night." Keanu told Xander." Well then tell her how you feel. I don’t get you lately. This girl's changed you." He told him smiling. Keanu looked up at him "I think I’m in love" he said truthfully. Xander’s smile faded and he sat up and put his elbows on his knees. "What about Willow?" " Look don’t talk to me about her all right? It’s over between me and her it wasn’t true love." He said getting mad. He didn’t like to think about Willow she had left him for one of his friends. Just because his friend had said that he had left the school. "She couldn’t call me? Or ask you or any of my other friends?" He stood silent for a minute. "She just didn’t care he told Xander calming down." Xander looked down at his hands. Keanu looked at him. "Look dude I’m..." "No it’s ok" said Xander cutting him off. "It’s all right don’t worry about it." He stood up and stretched "I’m going to sleep how about you?" Xander asked Keanu. "Yeah in a minute" Keanu answered. "Don’t worry dude you’ll get her." He said smiling and he walked up the stairs.
Keanu sat alone for a little while thinking to himself before going to bed. He dreamt about Clelia again that night it was the third night in a row. The dreams were always the same. They were sitting at his spot talking like they always did it seemed like Clelia had something to tell Keanu but couldn’t find the words. It always ended it seemed right before she was about to tell him. Keanu tried hard this time to focuse on the dream, try to find out what she was trying to tell him. It was getting close to the usual ending of the dream he focused on what he wanted. "Keanu..." Said Clelia looking down at the school. "Yeah?" Keanu asked looking at her. They looked into each other’s eyes. Slam! Keanu jerked awake. "Damn" Keanu heard Xander’s voice coming from the other end of the room. "One more minute" he said out loud. "Sorry about that dude, didn’t mean to wake you." Xander said picking up the book he dropped. "No problem" Keanu said rubbing his eyes and sitting up. "If only I had one more minute I would have been able to find out what she was gonna say damn Xander" he told himself. He got up washed his face, brushed his teeth and took a shower. He was walking back to the dorm when he saw Jonathon. He was his old friend that had told Willow that he had left the school. Jonathon was always trying to impress everybody or trying to fit in. He had blonde hair and blue eyes. Jonathon came up to Keanu "Hey what’s…" "Don’t talk to me" Keanu said cutting him off. "After what you did I don’t wanna see your face." "But Keanu" Jonathon said. "Look Jon what you did was really messed up. You were always jealous since the day I started going out with Willow. I know you met her first and started liking her before me but she picked me. I’m not only blaming you." Keanu said looking at him. "I blame you and her now get out of my face and if you try to talk to me again I won't be so nice." Keanu said giving him one last look and walked back to his dorm. "Hey what’s up guys." Xander and Keanu were in town now meeting Dustin. "Nothing much" said Xander to his younger brother. "So how’s things up at the school?" Dustin asked smiling at them. "Same old crap, you got everything you need?" Keanu asked him. "Yeah just about just need a few more things. It sucks that mom and dad wouldn’t let me stay over the summer." Dustin said sighing. Dustin was only twelve and his parents said "he was too young to stay the summer at the school." They said Xander who was fifteen was old enough. Keanu’s parents just didn’t care he had a lot of freedom with his parents they said if he wanted to that he could stay the summer. Keanu was only ten days older than Xander. Keanu’s birthday was February tenth and Xander’s was the twentieth. "Well hey they didn’t let me do it when I was your age, what made you think they’d let you do it?" Xander said giving Dustin a little push. "Come on let’s get the rest of the stuff you need." They walked around buying all of Dustin’s school supplies and a couple of things for themselves. "So did that girl you like break up with her boyfriend yet?" Dustin asked Keanu. "Nope..." said Keanu buying a new T-shirt. "She’s still with him, but he’s away for summer vacation." "Awesome so you could spend even more time with her." Dustin said while they were walking out of the store. Keanu didn’t really feel like talking about this so he just gave Dustin a little smile. "All right we’ll see you when term starts little brother." Xander said messing up his hair. "Stop" Dustin said pushing his hand away. "See ya" he said walking down to the bus stop. "See ya later" Keanu and Xander told him and then they turned and went back up to the school. "All right I’ll see ya a later" Xander told Keanu. "Where you going?" Keanu asked him ."Me and Cecily are going out" Xander said looking up at her. "Oh all right see ya" Keanu said walking up towards his spot. He was half way there when Clelia came running up to him. "Hey" she said walking next to him. "Hey Clelia what’s up?" Keanu asked smiling at her. "Nothing just wondering where’ve you been all day." She said smiling back at him. "Oh we met Xander’s brother in town" he told her. "Oh cool so where you going now?" She asked him. "Oh no where just walking around. I saw Jon today" he told her. "Yeah I saw him the other day. He told me he still likes me." She said with a little laugh. "Now that Willow’s gone he likes me." "Jon had been going out with Clelia when he left her for Willow." "I can’t believe him. He was one of the people I actually considered a friend and he turned around and did that." Keanu said shaking his head. "I don’t really care I didn’t like him too much." She said shrugging. "What about you and Lawrence?" He asked her. "Is he treating you ok?" "Will you stop talking about her boyfriend you idiot" he told himself. "Yeah but umm…" she said staring at Keanu." What?" He asked. He stopped walking and looked at her. She stood there and looked into his eyes . "…Nothing he’s been really sweet" she told him. Keanu forced a smile "oh that’s good." He could have sworn he heard her say "maybe even too sweet" under her breath. They went the whole summer hanging out together. School had started and Xander and Keanu had practically all the same classes together. Cecily had a few of the same classes as him also and even Clelia was in a few of them too.
It was the middle of the year and Xander, Dustin, and Keanu were hanging out in the library doing some work. Xander and Keanu were working on a report for world history about the American Revolution. "No it was the French that started the war against the Colonists." Keanu said looking in the history book. "Damn kanoucks" said Cecily walking up behind them smiling and sitting down next to Xander of course. They all laughed. "I was thinking about asking the principal if we could have a party soon." She told everybody. Cecily was a very cool girl. She was also very sarcastic at times and very outgoing. She had long hair in the front and short in the back. It was black with red highlights she had a eye ring, nose ring, and a lip ring. She had blue green eyes with a little yellow and gray mixed in. She usually wore black but every once in a while she would wear another color. "Yeah that sounds awesome" Keanu said smiling. Dustin got up "I’ll see you guys later I gotta go meet Marco." Marco was Dustin’s new boyfriend they hadn’t been going for too long but they liked each other a lot. Marco had dark black hair that went down to the top of his ear. He had a kinda dark skin and he had a peach fuzz soul patch. "All right see ya later" Dustin said waving bye to them."See ya" everybody said to him. "OK so about this party" Cecily said looking at Keanu and Xander. "Yeah I think we should have it in like a month" Xander told them both. "Yeah" said Keanu nodding. "Alright I’ll ask the principal today later on" Cecily said looking at a book. "I gotta go meet Clelia down at the front lawn see ya later." Keanu said getting up and leaving the library. "Hey Keanu" Clelia said running up to him and hugging him. "Hi Clelia" he said hugging her back. "I’ve missed ya haven’t seen you in like 2 days." Clelia said smiling at him. "Yeah right you’ve missed me" he said jokingly. "Keanu..." she said seriously "you know that I always miss you." "Yeah I know I’ve missed you too" he said looking into her eyes. She blushed "so where have you been?" she asked. "Oh just been working on a report for U.S. History." "What about you?" he asked. "Oh pretty much the same thing, maybe you could help me with my report." She said looking at him and smiling. "Yeah that sounds awesome" he said grinning. "So where’s Lawrence?" "Oh he’s somewhere around here" she said shrugging. "Oh all right" he said smirking. "You know what Clelia I wanna show you something come with me." He said starting to walk in the opposite direction. "Alright..." she said smiling "what is it?" "Oh just somewhere real special to me" he said smiling at her. They walked up towards his spot smiling at each other and flirting. He took her on top of the cliff and turned around and looked at her. "This is my spot" he told her "I come up here to think sometimes." "Wow this is beautiful" she said looking off the cliff at the view. "Yeah I know" he said watching her "you’re the only other person besides me that knows about this place now." "Really... so why’d you show me?" She asked looking at him. "Because I know I can trust you and that you would appreciate this." He said looking into her eyes "and...you mean a lot to me" Clelia looked back into his eyes and smiled "well I do appreciate it and don’t worry I won’t tell anybody I promise...and you mean just as much to me" "Thanks" he said smiling at her and sitting down with his legs over the edge. She sat down next to him "do you come up here a lot?" she asked him. "Well usually every once in a while but ever since what happened with Willow I’ve been here a couple times a week." he said seriously. "Oh...do you still miss her?" she asked looking at him. He stood quiet for a minute "...sometimes but I'm pretty much over her." he said shrugging. "Well my friend told me she likes you do you wanna meet her?" she asked looking down at the school. "Umm… yeah that sounds cool" he told her. "All right I’ll talk to her" she said. "So do you wanna meet up tomorrow in the library so we can work on the report?" she asked him. "Yeah that sounds good" he said answering her. " Alright we’ll meet at this time tomorrow." She said smiling "this is really beautiful Keanu." She said looking out at the view. "Yeah really beautiful" he said talking more about her than the view. "So how’d you find this place?" she asked him. "Oh one day I just needed sometime alone and this seemed like the perfect place for that. I walked around it for a while and found the easiest way up after going up the hard way a few times." he told her. "Oh so it seems like it was luck" she said smirking. "Yeah just like Willow and me breaking up" he said. "What do you mean?" she asked confused. "Well if Willow and me didn’t break up then we wouldn’t had started to talking to each other more." He said looking at her truthfully. "Well yeah I’m glad we started taking to each other, you’re one of my best friends now. You’re such a sweet guy" she said smiling at him. "Well you’re the sweetest and coolest girl I’ve ever met." He said smiling back at her. Clelia blushed and looked down. " Come on I’m not that nice" she said still looking down. "You’re the nicest girl I’ve ever met" he said smiling at her. "That’s the truth" he added. Clelia blushed even more "thanks" she said looking at him and smiling. "No problem just telling the truth." "Come on it’s getting kinda late" she said getting up. "Yeah it’s a school night after all" he said in a funny voice. They walked back down to the school and Keanu walked her to the girl’s dorms. "Thanks again for showing me your spot" she said smiling at him. "Well I’m just glad that you liked it, I wouldn’t show it to that many people" he said smiling back at her. "Well I really did liked it" she said giving him a kiss on the cheek and walking into the girl’s dorms. Keanu was surprised at this and he touched his cheek as he watched her walk into the girl’s dorms. "Finally!" Xander said walking up behind him. Keanu turned around "what are you doing here?" Keanu asked him. "Looking for you. So she finally gave you a little something" he said smiling. "Dude I gotta get her, she just keeps making me want her more and more" Keanu said walking up to the boy’s dorms with Xander. "Is Lawrence still with her or what?" Xander asked. "Yeah but I don’t think she likes him too much. I could have sworn I heard her say that he’s too sweet." Keanu said thinking back. "Well see she’s not too happy with him." Xander said pushing Keanu. "Yeah but today she asked if I wanted to meet one of her friends. What’s that suppose to mean if she’s trying to hook me up with her friends?" Keanu asked walking into the boy’s dorms. "Maybe she’s trying not to make it not too obvious that she likes you" Xander told him. "Maybe she doesn’t want anybody to think that she’s cheating on her boyfriend." "Well I told her that I would meet her friend" Keanu said. "I’m gonna meet her tomorrow at least that’s what Clelia said" he told Xander. "So what did you two talk about?" Xander asked. "Just about some things. I keep asking her about Lawrence" Keanu added. "Will you stop that damnit. If you ask her again i'm gonna hit you in your face" Xander said laughing a little. "If I ask about him again i'm gonna hit myself in the face" They both got in there beds laughing and Xander said "I don’t know what to tell ya dude." "It’s alright" Keanu said. "Goodnight" they said at the same time and went to sleep.
Keanu met Clelia in the library after classes were out. "Hey Clelia you ready?" he asked sitting down across from her. "Hey Keanu" she said smiling. "I’m ready if you are." They worked for a couple hours together and finished their reports. "Oh yeah I talked to my friend for you" Clelia said to him. "Oh really and...?" he asked looking up at her. "She said she’s seen you and she thinks you’re cute and I told her that you were a great guy, sweet and all the good things about you. It took a while." she said smiling at him. Keanu grinned "So what did she say?" "She said she wants to meet you, I think you two would like each other" she said to him. "Hey honey" said Lawrence walking up to them. "Damn" Keanu whispered lightly "I’ll see you around Clelia." He said getting up and walking right past Lawrence. He walked to the boy’s dorms and sat down. The dorm was full of people talking and laughing. Keanu sat alone for a while a few boys he knew tried to talk to him but he told them he had some thinking to do and didn’t feel like talking. He sat there for a while thinking to himself when Xander sat down in a chair next to him. "What's wrong with you?" he asked Keanu. "Clelia...is trying to hook me up with her friend still" he said looking at the floor. "So..." Xander said shrugging. "Are you gonna meet this girl?" "I don't know, I want Clelia but I don't wanna seem like i'm just desperate for her and i'm not gonna get another girl until I get her." Keanu said looking at Xander. "But she said that she thought me and her friend would go good together and she said she told her I was a great guy and stuff like that." Xander smiled "well see she does like you, she's just basically doing the samething you are. She doesn't wanna make it so obvious that she likes you and she doesn't wanna hurt Lawrence." "Yeah I know but I just wish that we were already together and not have to deal with all this stupid crap." Keanu said brushing his hair back. "Oh shut up, you'll get her don't worry about it.You two are meant for eachother whooooaaaa."He said smiling at him."It is written in the books that you two shall be together.You're her turtle,they mate for life ya know!"He said like he was making a prophecy.Keanu laughed "Come on lets go play some football." He said getting up "anybody wanna go play some football?" He yelled out to the other boys in the dorm. "Hell yeah" said a bunch of them standing up. "Alright we'll meet you outside" he said running upstairs to get his football. He walked outside with Xander and walked over to the group of boys. "Alright there's...eleven of us we need one more person." He said looking around "how about you Lawrence?" Lawrence and Clelia were still sitting outside looking at the group of them. "Not right now i'm spending time with Clelia." Keanu rolled his eyes and Clelia told Lawrence "it's ok go play I'll watch." Lawrence finally joined the group giving Keanu a dirty look. "Alright great i'll be one captian we need one more, any takers?" "I'll do it" said Lawrence quickly walking up to Keanu. "That's right be a leader" he said slapping him on the shoulder. Xander pulled a quarter out of his pocket "who's calling it?" "Go ahead, Lawrence" Keanu said grinning at him. "Heads" said Lawrence as Xander flipped the quarter into the air and caught it. "Tails, too bad" said Xander. "Alright I pick first, I got Xander of course." Xander smiled and stood next to Keanu. "Alright I got Jon" Lawrence said pointing to him. Keanu smirked and looked at Xander "this is gonna be fun." "I'll take Dennis" Keanu called out next and they went on picking their teammates."James" "Deri" "Martin" "Sam" "Mark" "Gil" "Scott". Their teammates lined up next to them and they flipped to see who would get the ball first,this time Keanu called it."Heads...alright our ball" he said tossing the ball to Lawrence. They had been playing for a while and Keanu's team was up by one touchdown. "Alright guys we got this we can't let them beat us come on blitz time." He said smiling "I got Jon." Jon was quarterback and Keanu had been wanting to hit him all game but hadn't gotten him yet. They lined up "hike" Jon yelled out. Keanu ran past his guard and tackled Jon on his left side. They hit the floor and Keanu stood up to the sound of his team cheering. He smiled and started to walk away. Jon laid there, the air knocked out of him. "Come on be a man" Dennis said grinning at Jon. After a few minutes Jon stood back up giving Keanu a dirty look. Keanu grinned at him and they started to play again. The score had been tied now and Keanu's new target had been Lawrence. "Alright next touchdown wins the game" Mark yelled out. "Alright guys we need a fumble or interception" Keanu told his team. He looked over to the other team and saw Jon and Lawrence talking to eachother. "Lawrence is getting the ball" he told them smiling "Xander you know what to do." Xander grinned "don't worry that ball is mine." They lined up Keanu watching Lawrence's every move. "Hike" Jon yelled out. Lawrence ran up the lawn Keanu waiting for him to get the ball. Jon threw the ball and Keanu ran straight for Lawrence. Lawrence caught the ball and Keanu tackled him with all his strength. The ball popped out of his hands and Xander ran up and caught it in midair. He ran down the field dodging everybody that went after him and got the touchdown. Keanu's team cheered and Keanu got up off the floor looking down at Lawrence. "You alright?" he asked him. Lawrence was holding his arm but didn't answer. "Come on i'll help you up" he said extending his hand to Lawrence. He pushed it away "get away from me." Keanu smiled "alright this seems like it's gonna be a little feud against us...sounds like fun." He started to walk up towards the school but not before stopping by Clelia. "Your boyfriend has a bit of an attitude problem" he said loud enough for Lawrence to hear. Keanu walked back to the school, Clelia stood there staring at him with a little smirk on her face for a second then Lawrence walked up to her. Keanu was walking up to the boys dorm when Clelia ran up to him. "Hey my friend wants to meet you tomorrow,I saw her outside earlier and she asked if that's OK?" Keanu stood there staring at her "umm... yeah sure i'll meet her outside after last period." "Alright..."she said forcing a smile and walking back down the stairs. Keanu watched her walk away for a second then turned back around to go upstairs. "Oh Keanu..."Clelia called out. "Yeah?" he said walking back a little. "Good game" she said smiling.He laughed a little "thanks" he said watching her walk away till he couldn't see her anymore. He took a shower and got in his bed thinking about Clelia. Xander walked into the room drying his hair "I have never seen you hit somebody that hard" he said smiling. Keanu looked at him and smirked. "I thought when you hit Jon it was hard but when you hit Lawrence wow." "Yeah it felt pretty good to get both of them" he said smiling thinking about the game. "Oh I got a date tomorrow" he said sitting up. "With who?!" Xander said excited. "Clelia's friend...come to think of it I don't even know her name." He said smirking "I think that might be a problem." "What about Clelia?" Xander asked sitting in a chair next to Keanu's bed. "Well I can't do anything with her right now she's with Lawrence remember?" "Well it doesn't seem like they'd be together for much longer" he said smirking. "...What are you talking about?" Keanu asked looking at him confused. "They had a little arguement outside after she came back outside." "About what?" "He got mad cause she went to go talk to you and that she hadn't seemed sad that he was hurt and stupid crap like that." He said thinking about the fight. "So what happened?" Keanu asked interested. "She walked away from him and went back inside. Lawrence followed her and the next thing you hear is "he's my best friend and I rather lose my relationship with you then lose my friendship with him!". Then you hear a door slam and it was pretty funny." Xander said laughing his ass off. Keanu grabbed Xander's head "don't mess with me Xander." "I'm not" Xander said looking scared. "Do you know what this means? They could be breaking up or already broken up." He took Xander's head and squeezed it happily. "Get off of me" he said pushing Keanu off of him and laughing. "Sorry got a little too excited" he said laughing with him. "Go to sleep" Xander said smiling and walking over to his own bed and laying down. Keanu turned off his light and laid down with his hands behind his head. "Night" Xander said turning off his light. "Night" Keanu said thinking to himself with a huge smile on his face.
The entire day went by and Keanu had a grin on his face all day. No matter what happened that grin wasn't going anywhere,well so he thought. It was the end of last period and he was walking back towards the boy's dorm when Xander walked up to him. "What are you doing?" He asked him. "Going to our room...is that ok with you? Cause if it's not i'm still gonna go" "Shut up smartass...what about your date?" Xander said looking at him with one raised eyebrow. Keanu's grin faded "oh crap take these upstairs for me" he said handing him his books and running to the doors leading outside then stopping infront of them. He tried to catch his breath then walked outside he saw Clelia standing with a cute girl and walked up to them. "There you are" said Clelia smiling at him. The girl looked too shy to look him and was examing her hand. "Of course , I wouldn't forget" he said grinning. Clelia grinned "ok Keanu this is Leilani,Leilani this is Keanu." "Nice to meet you" he said smiling at her. "Hi" she said looking at him then looking away quickly. Keanu looked at Clelia with a raised eyebrow and she laughed a little "alright you two have fun" she said walking away. "You ready?" He asked her. "Yeah i'm ready if you are" she said to him.He started to walk with her and looked back and saw Clelia staring at them and forced a smile quickly when he looked back.They walked around hardly talking for a while. Keanu decided to take her to this restaurant in town. It was like a teenager's hangout place. His uncle owned it and hadn't seen him in a while. They walked in, Keanu holding open the door and letting Leilani walk in. They got a table and Keanu asked if she was hungry or thirsty. "Yeah i'll just take a soda" she said actually looking at him this time. "You got it" he said smiling at her then walked up to the counter. "Keanu where have you been?" His uncle said shaking his hand from behind the counter. "Been in school working hard" he said shaking his uncle's hand. "Trying to get your edumacation?" his uncle asked smirking. "Exactimaly" he said smirking and looking back at Leilani. "Ah I see you've been working very hard" said his uncle looking at her too." Come on Uncle Suad you know you gotta have fun sometimes." "Hey i'm not saying anything, have all the fun you can" he said slapping him on the shoulder. "So what can I get ya?" "Just two sodas" he said taking out his money. "Here you go" he said putting the sodas on the counter. "Put away your money, your my nephew i'm not gonna charge you." "No come on take it" said Keanu trying to hand him the money. Suad smiled at him "One you're family so I don't charge you, two employees don't get charged either." "...But i'm not an employee" Keanu said looking at him confused. "Well you are now you start Monday be here at three" he said smirking at him. Keanu smiled at him and put away his money "you got it, thanks a lot." His uncle winked at him and took the next customer's order. Keanu walked back to the table and gave her a soda."A friend of yours?" she asked nodding at his uncle. "Yeah that's my uncle, he owns this place". He said taking a sip of his soda "he just gave me a job, I start Monday." "That's awesome congratulations" she said smiling at him. "Thanks, so what do you do for fun?" he asked looking at her. "Well I like to go to parties, shopping things like that, how about you?" she asked taking a sip of her soda. "Umm... I like playing sports,reading,writing songs and stories, and just hanging out with my friends." He said thinking of how Clelia thought they would go good together. "We seem like total opposites" she said more to herself then him. "Yeah I know..."they went the rest of the date barely talking again. Keanu brought her back up to the school and walked her to her dorm. "Well that was fun" she said to him. "Yeah it was pretty fun" he said forcing a grin on his face. "I'll see you around" they said at the sametime. Leilani went into the girl's dorm and he walked back outside, it was still early so there was still a lot of people outside. He walked up to his spot and when he got up there was surprised to see Clelia sitting there. "Hey Clelia what's up?" he asked walking up to her. She jumped and quickly started to wipe her eyes. He stopped and looked at her. "You ok?" "Yeah...i'm fine" she said still wiping her eyes He sat down next to her and looked at her "come on Clelia what's wrong?" "We broke up..."she said not looking at him. "You and Lawrence? Why?" he asked her. "He got mad cause I went to go talk to you and didn't check on him. But that's not why i'm crying" she added quickly. "Than why are you crying?" he asked her. She looked at him "Keanu...I..." "What is it Clelia you know you can talk to me,i'm your friend come on tell me."He said wiping a tear off of her face. "I...got you a date with Leilani." "That's why you're crying?" he asked her confused." ...I got you a date with her to make it not obvious...that I like...you..." she said looking into his eyes. "I didn't want to hurt Lawrence so I tried to hide it and now me and him aren't together. But it's too late you probably like Leilani and got another date with her or already going out." she said crying a little harder. "Clelia..." he said laughing a little "I don't like her she's not my type. The whole date we hardly talked to eachother. We have nothing in common." He put his hand on her cheek and she laid her head on it. "Keanu I more than just like you...I lo... I love you..." "...Clelia I have loved you for so long I always wanted to tell you but couldn't because you were going out with Lawrence." He said looking into her eyes and wiping a tear off her face again. She looked back into his eyes and leaning in closer to eachother, they kissed. They stopped and looked at eachother both smiling. "You don't know how bad i've wanted to do that for so long" Keanu told her truthfully. "But I know how it feels, i've wanted to do that just as badly as you wanted to. I wouldn't mind another one" she told him grinning. He smiled wider and leaned in and kissed her again. They sat there making out for a while. When they had stopped they looked happier then they ever had before. "That feels like heaven" Clelia said to him smiling. "Yeah it feels perfect, especially with you" Keanu said smiling back at her. Clelia stopped smiling and looked away. "Keanu i've wanted you for so long. I've...cried myself to sleep a few nights..." A tear ran down her face as she told Keanu this." I wanted to tell you how I felt about you but didn't know how." "...Well there will be no more crying, you have me now." He told her lifting her head to look at him. "If I have anything to do with it you'll have me forever." He smiled, "trust me I wouldn't lie to the girl I love." She smiled and gave him another kiss." I've always trusted you Keanu." Keanu sat there looking into her eyes. "Well i'm glad you do. Come on, lets get back down to the school it's getting late" "Yeah you're right, I wish we could stay up here together forever" She looked over the cliff and sighed.Keanu watched her for a while. "I know Clelia but don't worry we'll see eachother tomorrow I promise."She grinned at him and stood up."I know,but I would still like to stay here with you forever"Keanu stood up smiling.They both walked down from the cliff and started to walk down the hill with eachother. As they walked closely,they kept touching the other's hand.Keanu finally took hold of her hand and they looked at eachother and smiled.Keanu walked her once again to the girl's dorms like he always did,but this time was different,this time they knew eachother's feelings.There was no more hiding his feelings from her and he knew that she liked...no loved him just as much. "I'll see you tomorrow Keanu" Clelia told him looking into her eyes.He looked back into her's and leaned in and gave her a kiss on the cheek. She turned to open the door to the dorm slowly.Keanu stood there watching her when she turned around and pulled him into a kiss.Keanu caught by surprise wasn't ready for the kiss. He put his arms around her and they kissed for what seemed like the longest kiss ever. They backed away from eachother slowly. Keanu moved his hands down her arms and into her hands. She opened the door with one hand and held Keanu's with her other not wanting to let go. She slowly entered the dorm neither wanting to let go of the other's hand. The door finally closed and Keanu walked upstairs to the boy's dorm happier than he had ever been before. He got his wish,he finally got Clelia. Keanu walked into his room where Xander had already been sleeping. He got ready for bed and laid in his bed without any intention of actually going to sleep. He couldn't stop thinking about what had happened and somehow he knew that Clelia was doing the samething. He didn't know how but he could just feel her laying on her bed thinking about him. This was very strange to him but he had other things on his mind to think about.
That night Keanu had the dream that he hadn't had in a while. The dream of Clelia trying to tell him something at his spot. He tried to concentrate once again on his dream. The dream got up to the same point it had got to last time he had dream it. This time Clelia had actually started to tell him what she was trying to say "Keanu...I know them." Keanu sat quietly staring at her "What are you talking about?" he asked her very confused. Clelia put her head down "The ones who are looking for you..." Keanu stared at her more confused than he had ever been before. "Who is looking for me?" "Keanu wake up, she got the party approved!" she yelled out in Xander's voice.Keanu jerked awake in surprise as Xander jumped on top of him laughing. "Get off of me!" he said pushing Xander off of his bed. "What the hell are you talking about?" Xander stood up straight after catching himself before hitting the floor."Cecily, she got the party approved.Remember she said she was gonna ask if we could have one?" "Oh that's awesome ,when is it?" Keanu asked sitting up rubbing his eyes. "Next week on Friday." Xander said walking over to his own bed and sitting down.Keanu sat on the edge of his bed stretching and smiling. "What are you so happy about?" Xander asked looking at him."Oh yeah you don't know. You were sleeping last night when I got back." Keanu said grinning and brushing his hair back."Oh right,what happen between you and Clelia's friend?" Xander asked interested."Nothing,but Clelia and me...umm..."He said thinking to himself of how he should tell Xander. "You two kissed didn't you?"he asked smirking at him.Keanu just smiled at him "Maybe..." "Finally!" Xander yelled standing up. "Now I don't have to listen to you about wanting her."he said laughing and walking to the door."Well i'm happy for you dude. I'll see you later gotta go help Cecily plan the dance,party thing." Xander said smirking and walking out of the dorm and closing the door behind him. Keanu shook his head smirking. He took a shower and got dressed. After he got ready he went to have some breakfast as he sat down he saw Lawrence staring at him. He stared back at him smirking and raised his cup of juice to him as he smirked. Lawrence got up and left not giving him another look. Keanu laughed and drank the rest of his juice. He was jus finishing his breakfast when Clelia came in and sat next to him. He looked at her smiling "Hey Clelia." "What no kiss?" she said smirking at him."Fine,see ya."she said jokingly. Keanu smiled at her "I'm sorry,I would love to give you a kiss."He said leaning in and kissing her on the lips. Clelia kissed him back and smiled. "That's what I thought." Keanu laughed a little "It'll never happen again. Want something to eat or drink?" He asked her pooring himself some more juice."I already ate, but i'll have some of your juice."she said taking a sip of his juice. He smiled at her then remembered something and his smile faded. "What's wrong?" she asked looking at him worried. "Umm... I know this is gonna sound kinda weird...but what did you do lastnight after I took you back to the girl's dorms?" He asked staring at her seriously. "Well...I just laid down and thought of you and what happened between us." she said blushing a little. "Is that what you really did Clelia?" he asked her very interested. "Yeah,why would I lie to you about that.?Why do you wanna know?" she asked sounding a bit scared. He stood there staring at her for a second trying to think of how he could have felt what she was doing. "Well last night I did the samething.I laid on my bed and thought of you...it's just that I felt what you were doing,I could feel you thinking of me and what you were doing." Clelia looked a little surprised "But umm... how could that be?" she asked looking uncomfortable. "I don't know,but it's weird" he said looking away from her and thinking to himself. "Yeah it is...so how about we go for a walk?" she asked Keanu quickly. Keanu smirked at her and stood up."As you wish my love." He extended his hand to her. "Aww,how sweet."she said giggling and taking his hand while standing up.They walked outside hand in hand together. "Oh, Cecily got a dance,party thingy next week." he told her smiling while looking at her. "That's awesome,so who are you taking Leilani?" she asked him jokingly. "Oh of course, I mean we have so much in common."He told her laughing a little. "Of course I wanna take you Clelia,well that's if you wanna go with me." "Actually I was hoping that Jon would ask me out...just kidding."She said stopping and putting her arms around his neck and kissing him.He smiled hugging and kissing her back."Oh i'm sure that you'd rather have him than me cause i'm such a jerk,right?" He said jokingly grinning and giving her a kiss."Yeah right babe, I think you have that backwards.Besides I love you too much to go with somebody else." She said smiling and kissing him. While they were kissing Xander walked by them."Ohh the turtles have finally gotten together."He said laughing and walking into the school.They both laughed and Clelia looked at Keanu."Turtles?What's that suppose to mean?" She asked looking at him confused. "Oh,he always said that you and me were meant to be together and I guess turtles have true love or something like that."He told her shrugging and grinning at her."So what are you gonna wear to the...whatever it is?" He asked her laughing a little."I have no idea,i'm gonna have to go shopping for a dress in town." She told him shrugging."What a coincidence,so do I?" Cecily said coming up to them. "If you want we can all go today.Xander has to get a tux too."Cecily told both of them."Sounds good to me if you wanna go babe."Keanu told Clelia looking at her."Yeah we'd better we only have a few days to get them." Clelia said. "Alright,i'll go get Xander.Do you know where he is Cecily?" Keanu asked looking at her. "I think he's in the boy's dorm." Cecily told Keanu shrugging."Alright,i'll be right back.I'm gonna go get him."Keanu said giving Clelia a kiss and running up to the boy's dorms.He walked in and saw Xander sitting in a chair listening to his CD player.Keanu walked up to him and Xander smiled at him taking off his headphones."What's up Chuck."Xander said laughing."Come on we're gonna go with the girls and get clothes and stuff for the dance thingy."Keanu said laughing with him."Alright,sounds awesome."Xander said getting up and walking with outside with Keanu.As they walked towards the girls the girls stopped talking and looked at them."What are you two talking about, your other boyfriends?"Xander said laughing with Keanu."Oh of course,that's all us girls talk about."Clelia said smirking with Cecily back at the boys."So are we all ready to go get our clothes?" Keanu asked everybody."Yup,we're all ready to go."Cecily answered taking Xander's hand and walking with him towards town.Clelia took Keanu's hand and they walked behind Cecily and Xander."So do you girls know what kind of dresses you're gonna get yet?"Keanu asked smiling at Clelia.The girls looked at eachother and smiled."It's a secret."They said simultaneously.Keanu and Xander looked at eachother smiling."Alright fine than we're not gonna tell you what kind of dresses we're gonna get."Xander said looking away from them.Keanu looked at Xander with a raised eyebrow."What's the matter with you?That was suppose to be a secret."He said smirking.The girls started laughing."Should we be scared?"Cecily asked still laughing."Hey just because I chopped up my neighbor and fed him to my dog doesn't mean you should be scared of me."Keanu said looking at them seriously.They all looked at him a little worried and he started laughing."Just kidding I don't have a dog."They all started to laugh as they walked into town."Alright we'll meet up with you guys a little later."Clelia told them walking away with Cecily."You ready there matey?"Keanu asked Xander."You know it captian."Xander answered back as they walked to the tuxedo shop.As they walked in they saw the clerk helping out a customer.They both walked around looking at the different types of tuxedos and suits.Keanu already knew what type he wanted.He wanted a black suit with blue pinstripes."May I help you gentlemen?"The clerk asked as he walked up to them."Yeah we need suits for a dance.I would like a black suit with blue pinstripes."Keanu told the clerk."But no tie."He added quickly."Oh that blue pinstripe will be extra."The clerk told Keanu."No problem,we've got jobs."Keanu told him smiling.Xander looked at Keanu confused than looked at the clerk."I would like one of the old zoot suits pinstriped,just black and white."The clerk nodded as he listened to them."That will be no problem,now let's just get you measured."They walked out of the store about a half hour later after they were measured and told the clerk when they needed them by."Why'd you tell him I have a job?"Xander asked as they walked around."Don't worry about it,i'll talk to my uncle...I'll ask him now,the girls aren't gonna be done for a while."Keanu said walking towards his uncle's restaurant.They walked into the restaurant and Keanu walked up to his uncle."Stick 'em up!"He yelled out jabbing his finger into his uncle's back.His uncle laughed and turned around."You know that won't work on me."He told him smirking."What are you doing down here?" His uncle asked him walking behind the counter."We got a dance coming up and we were getting our suits."He told him putting his hands on the counter."Who's this?"His uncle asked nodding towards Xander."Oh,this is my friend Xander,that's my Uncle Suad.I was wondering if you needed any more help around here."Keanu asked his uncle.His uncle looked at Xander and smiled."Yeah you can help out around here,come in on Monday with Keanu.You two should be able to work good with eachother.You'll be Frick and Frack."He said smiling at them.Keanu laughed a little."Alright thanks a lot,we'll see you Monday."They walked out of the restaurant and started to walk around again."Your Uncle's cool."Xander said to Keanu."Yeah,let's go check if the girls are done yet."Keanu told Xander walking back to the spot where they had seperated from them.As they walked Keanu saw two girls looking at them and laughed."What's so funny?"Xander asked looking at him.Keanu simply nodded at the two girls and looked at Xander.Xander looked over at the girls and smiled."Oh,I see."He said looking away from them."They're still not done yet."Keanu said looking around as they reached the spot."They're girls what do you expact?Let's just wait for them here."Xander said sitting down on a bench and looking around."Alright...now that's annoying."Keanu said sitting down."Those girls are just sitting there looking at us."Wanna go talk to them?'Xander asked looking at Keanu."Keanu looked at him with a raised eyebrow."No i'm alright,I got a girl."Xander looked back at the girls."We don't need to go out with them,just talk to them."Keanu laughed."Yeah right,i'm sure that's all you want to do."Xander looked at him smiling."What's that suppose to mean?"He asked Keanu."You can't have one girl,you'll always try to get any girl that looks at you.You've always been like that and will always be like that."Keanu told Xander looking at him.Xander just smiled and looked at the girls."Yeah I thought so."Keanu said laughing a little."There's the girls."Xander jumped and looked away from the girls.Keanu started laughing."Just kidding,but that was funny."He said still laughing.Xander laughed a little and pushed him."That shit's not funny."Keanu pushed him back still laughing."Made me laugh.""What made you laugh?"Cecily asked as she walked up with Clelia."He's just an idiot."Xander answered looking at Keanu."I was just thinking of something.So are you two finally ready?"Keanu asked looking at them still laughing a little."Yup,let's get going."Cecily told them looking at Xander.They both stood up and Keanu walked over to Clelia smiling.Clelia smiled back at him and gave him a kiss while taking his hand."So did you two find the suites you wanted?"Clelia asked looking at Keanu."Yeah we ordered them and told him when we needed them by."Keanu answered looking back at Clelia.
ok....so let me know what everyone thinks..thanx!-P.J. (Psychotic Juggalette)