Dec 27, 2004 20:05
alrigt so im here.
mom decides she cant handle her own problems so she sends me off to my grandparents. so i flew in here yesterday on a fuckn AIR PLANE. what the hell. im in Seattle washington. i know dude, where the hell IS that? its like kurt cobain terriotry, and starbucks. thats all seatles known for. anyway.
so my dads here. havent seen him in a couple years. his new wife just had a baby. its name is Sidney and i wanted that fuckn name its the best one in the world, you know? but yeah its pretty as hell im so jelous. not only that but my fuckn dad doesnt even wanna talk to me, he just wants to be with his new baby. his UN-FUCKD UP baby. because its way to late to help me. thats what i feel like. everyone has a younger son or daughter around me, and they all neglect me. my mom, my stepdad my real dad. fuck...they might as well say it to my fuckn FACE that "Oh its too late to save you now so were gonna work on the little ones before they end up like YOU" i hate being around my parents now. its a fuckn joke to them i sware.
yea. so i missed my first REAL show you know? with my band. im REALLY fucking afraid there gonna kick me out because i never come to band practice and i never see them. i mean what the fuck. its cos im here in SEATTLE WHEREEVER THE FUCK I AM god why am i even here. ugh i dont like christmas its so boring and commercial now.
but anyway. my grandparents are ok. my grandmas really worried about me doing good in school you know. what she doesnt know is that im not exactly going anymore. yeah
OH GADDDD there playing christmas jesus musiccccccc shit fuckaasjknf kdrbvghdhbgyudbhg yjhreuy hgjut hgu hdrhgbdfjhb just cant live ina world like this, in-justice, corruption ITS NUTHIN BUT SHIT!