C h a n g e
well I guess I've gotten over the fact that no one comments on these anymore and that I just do them becuz I need to vent. well I guess I am having a lot of mixed feelings right now. A lot of....things in my life are going to change and it's hard but I know change is good. Sometimeschange is for the better and you just can't see it. So I'm counting on that theory to make me feel better. haha. And this one: attitude is everything. My sister told me that. But when your really ... not depressed but more than sad .... its hard to change your attitude about things. well....I was watching What not to wear and i started thinking....wow....i am really selfish. I have no idea why that show made me think that but um...it did. But i really am. I mean...half the reasons i am sad is becuz im not thinking of other ppl but myself and just feelind sorry for myself. we can't have any of that!!! :] So right now, since everything else is changing I might as well go on and change with it right?? right!