early morning crazy
It is very early for me to be awake, especially on a long weekend. I've been sleeping a lot recently, mainly to avoid being awake.
I've been realising how special my friends are in the last couple of months. Towers of support i would crumble without. People who don't know me well often think how much I run around and drive myself crazy tying to see everyone is insane, but the truth is I'd be far worse off without it.
Many people see me as this manic happy person, always bouncy, but in truth I'm not like that and quite dislike that side of my personality as much as others do a lot of the time. But when I lose it people notice so much more of me so it's just easier to seem happy or tired all of the time rather than just being.
Sorry for the angst but isn't lj to official medium of it?
Much love to all
Dk xx
I've been realising how special my friends are in the last couple of months. Towers of support i would crumble without. People who don't know me well often think how much I run around and drive myself crazy tying to see everyone is insane, but the truth is I'd be far worse off without it.
Many people see me as this manic happy person, always bouncy, but in truth I'm not like that and quite dislike that side of my personality as much as others do a lot of the time. But when I lose it people notice so much more of me so it's just easier to seem happy or tired all of the time rather than just being.
Sorry for the angst but isn't lj to official medium of it?
Much love to all
Dk xx