Crap....again
Here it is 12am on a sunday night, and I am still fucking awake with nothing to do. I really ought to re-think this stayin up till 5am on saturday nights. But hey, as long as holly doesnt mind stayin up with me, I doubt I'll tell her to get out of my room...lol. Anyway, not that I intend to become dependent on dextromethorphan, I just took two nyquil in the hopes that I can rescue my remaining 9 hours of sleep that I never get that I want to capture with this rare opportunity. I am frustrated because I basically have a few weeks (minus thanksgiving) to solidify a relationship with holly but I am worried that at the current pace, that isn't going to happen. She is moving to the dorms (only about 1000 feet away) next semester and it will slightly more difficult to see and hang out with her. She told me to move with her and I would except it's slightly more expensive and that's a little too stalker-like even for me so here I stay put and hope for the best. Anyway as you can see, nothing else is really bothering me since this is all I seem to be writing about but its ok. If things go awry, I can always delete these numerous posts about the subject and pretend like they never happened like every other psychologically repressed event in my life. I think I am going to try to go to bed soon, if my mind feels like stopping for a bit, and if not, I'll just waste a perfectly good 9 hour sleep session. Either way...good times. Holly....hope to god you haven't found my livejournal yet...eh...it's actually not a big deal...like this stuff is news to you....
Over and out,
-Master
Over and out,
-Master