Dec 13, 2009 16:06
I'm listening to Cheryl Cole's album, and I'm really enjoying it. Listening to the Beatles next though, then Lady Gaga. Yaay putting together my own music.
Mark wants me to try for X Factor next year, but my confidence is in the pits. And I wouldn't have any idea of what to sing...
I mean, I wouldn't mind trying out, but I don't wanna look like one of those really fat boring people that try out that are kinda ok but shouldn't give up the day job. :( Hmm. Should I try it?
My ear has been playing up. I caught a cold last week looking after Brannigan, and Wednesday/Thursday my left ear felt like it had just popped (you know, like when you've just had a massive yawn or sneeze and suddenly an ear is all open to sound) but the bad popped, when you can't hear anything. Friday I woke up ok, but it went down hill as I spoke during the day. Remembering that the ear, nose and mouth are connected, I decided not to talk so much yesterday (Saturday). Kinda worked, until I got home, and it went downhill from there.
Today, I had a lie in, woke up to a kinda sore ear, but I could hear, so I was happy, but I did the stupid and put on music. When I put on music, I start singing, and my ear has slowly gotten worse. So tomorrow I'm going to the doctor, cause I've had this since Thursday and it's starting to scare me slightly, cause I've never had a cold that's done this to my ear, and being able to hear stuff is like a massive thing for me (hi, music junkie here). And it hurts. I don't like the pain, I can only just handle it (some pain you can get over, this one is making me feel icky bad).
And it hurts to sing. :'(
Meh. I'm just gonna read fic and listen to music and wait for Mark to get home. Then I'm gonna make bacon butties for dinner. :D
Rach xxx
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