Jan 12, 2011 13:28
when i close this lj.
when ive found love in someone new and start a new one. as ive done for sam and sara....
its gonna be centered around my diabeties health. and the impact it has on my relationship.
this is fucking rediculous.
wish i would scraped myknees with sam with this or katie..and i know i did. i just didnt thought it was an excuse.
but its not.
its not to say i dont take all the blame. it means i know now what i have to work on and cant pretend diabetes doesnt play a role in my entire life. success,love, everything
im emotional.
and i embrace it once again. because i know how to tame it. through my health.