Can't Sleep

[djyukito]

What is really bothering me is my future, I guess.
I'm constantly worrying about my grades and future and it keeps me awake at night.

I've been taking career tests for the past two hours
and most of my results are pretty cohesive.

I'm about equal in my ability to pursue a job
in either investigative or artistic fields.

I'm going to list all the jobs I've ever thought about having in my life:
-Doctor (Oncologist, Radiologist, Pediatrician)
-Pharmacist
-Zoologist
-Photographer
-Meteorologist
-Architect
-Microbiologist
-Art Appraiser
-Marine Biologist
-Archaeologist
-Botanist
-Museum Curator
-Interior Designer
-Lawyer
-Ecologist
-Veterinarian
-Coffee House Owner
-Movie Critic
-Geologist
-Writer
-Ceramic Artist
-Food Critic
-Chef

Most are science related then art related.
Unusual right?
I'm love science and I have always wanted to be a doctor.
However, lately I'm realizing some of my artistic ability.
I'm basically pretty good in anything I try.

At this present time the following careers are most appealing to me:
-Doctor (Oncologist)
-Pediatrician
-Architect

I suppose I could do any job I've listed but sometimes I wonder if I'd truly be happy doing that.

Too bad there isn't a job for the well rounded.

I mean even my majors are in question.

I've always dreamed of majoring in Bacteriology.

But lately I've grown a strong interest in
-Humanities
-Architecture
-Microbiology

It's so unusual because before high school I had always loved science and math the most.
Now, that's splitting into science and art.

I'm so well rounded. I really don't struggle in anything.

Gah. I'm in a rambling mood.
I'm too indecisive for my own good.

All I know is that I hate the world of business and politics.
Neither would suit me at all.