A new entry.
Well my friend bugged me to write a entry and I guess I should anyhow...
Well lets see. I guess I'll just tell you everything thats going on in my life right now.
I decided to go straight edge in terms of drugs about a week ago--thus no more pot or whatever, some social drinking,
Yet instead of "just quitting" I plan on signing up for some sort of group like Dare or somthing, to educate kids/people on how drugs will screw up your life-and to simply stay away from them.
Do them if you want--but youll eventually find out yourself the hard way that they don't do shit for you.
As far as schools going I'm doing ok in my asl class, math is becoming rough, but I'm holding in their-I consider myself to be a smart and intelligent guy that catches onto things pretty easily.
I recently just finished real estate school and on thursday I'm taking a final exam for the class--once I pass that I take the state exam where I will be givin my real estate agents license. I will then be selling houses and making some good money--where I then plan on saving up for a new car and investing a majority of the money into a ira (early retirement fund)
Where I hope to be retired--or at least pretty wealty/well set at 30 years old or so.
As far as girls go. I haven't had the best of luck.
Theres a couple girls I'm interested in right now--but I don't know that will work out-if it does it does, if it doesn't it doesn't and I move on.
I really don't put much effort into "looking"--probally becuase I know it will eventually happen, yet even though I know that I will eventually obtain a relationship its still hard to see these chances with girls sort of go away--possibly never to be seen agian. The only thing that really comforts me in this is the knowing that I have Gods wisdom, and he is there to fill my empty spot in which all of us single people have.
So thus with this knowledge I am comforted that that "right" relationship will come to me someday when I least suspect it.
Of course I do have one worry though is that what if God presents me with the "right one" in a situation and I don't see it?
Will he make it evident that this is the right one? That this is that moment? or will I have to go to her and talk e.t.c.?
I personally feel that, that day when that girl comes into my life--I won't have to be told, I won't have to guess, I will know immeditaly that this is her-and I will confidently talk to her --or she will talk to me e.t.c.
In terms of things that I am sad about....well not that many things really.
The thing that gets to me the most is probally the thought that I will be alone for this winter/Xmas agian.
This seasons ALWAYS rough on the single person--ALWAYS Its not going to be as big a deal this year as last year--but still it would be nice to cuddle with someone/be by the fire with someone--roll in the snow with someone special, cuddle underneath the blanket, or watch a movie staying up late togheter and then fall asleep in eachothers arms.
I haven't written a poem for a while-I feel as if I should.
This poem may sound like I'm "desprete" or "depressed" but don't get the wrong idea.
Its just a poem that I feel like writing--a little short poem.
;How I wish that I had that one,
;That one to cuddle with-to watch the fire, to feel
;How I wish to have that one to talk to, to share my feelings to
;That one where I can say anything I wish-and I will be listened to.
;How I wish.
Nono don't think I'm desprete---I write poems/entrys somtimes to get things off my mind--its a great coping stradegy and everyone needs some way of coping. And poems/journal entrys are my ways of coping.
Anyhow leave me a note people!! Please!!
Thanks,
Will
Well lets see. I guess I'll just tell you everything thats going on in my life right now.
I decided to go straight edge in terms of drugs about a week ago--thus no more pot or whatever, some social drinking,
Yet instead of "just quitting" I plan on signing up for some sort of group like Dare or somthing, to educate kids/people on how drugs will screw up your life-and to simply stay away from them.
Do them if you want--but youll eventually find out yourself the hard way that they don't do shit for you.
As far as schools going I'm doing ok in my asl class, math is becoming rough, but I'm holding in their-I consider myself to be a smart and intelligent guy that catches onto things pretty easily.
I recently just finished real estate school and on thursday I'm taking a final exam for the class--once I pass that I take the state exam where I will be givin my real estate agents license. I will then be selling houses and making some good money--where I then plan on saving up for a new car and investing a majority of the money into a ira (early retirement fund)
Where I hope to be retired--or at least pretty wealty/well set at 30 years old or so.
As far as girls go. I haven't had the best of luck.
Theres a couple girls I'm interested in right now--but I don't know that will work out-if it does it does, if it doesn't it doesn't and I move on.
I really don't put much effort into "looking"--probally becuase I know it will eventually happen, yet even though I know that I will eventually obtain a relationship its still hard to see these chances with girls sort of go away--possibly never to be seen agian. The only thing that really comforts me in this is the knowing that I have Gods wisdom, and he is there to fill my empty spot in which all of us single people have.
So thus with this knowledge I am comforted that that "right" relationship will come to me someday when I least suspect it.
Of course I do have one worry though is that what if God presents me with the "right one" in a situation and I don't see it?
Will he make it evident that this is the right one? That this is that moment? or will I have to go to her and talk e.t.c.?
I personally feel that, that day when that girl comes into my life--I won't have to be told, I won't have to guess, I will know immeditaly that this is her-and I will confidently talk to her --or she will talk to me e.t.c.
In terms of things that I am sad about....well not that many things really.
The thing that gets to me the most is probally the thought that I will be alone for this winter/Xmas agian.
This seasons ALWAYS rough on the single person--ALWAYS Its not going to be as big a deal this year as last year--but still it would be nice to cuddle with someone/be by the fire with someone--roll in the snow with someone special, cuddle underneath the blanket, or watch a movie staying up late togheter and then fall asleep in eachothers arms.
I haven't written a poem for a while-I feel as if I should.
This poem may sound like I'm "desprete" or "depressed" but don't get the wrong idea.
Its just a poem that I feel like writing--a little short poem.
;How I wish that I had that one,
;That one to cuddle with-to watch the fire, to feel
;How I wish to have that one to talk to, to share my feelings to
;That one where I can say anything I wish-and I will be listened to.
;How I wish.
Nono don't think I'm desprete---I write poems/entrys somtimes to get things off my mind--its a great coping stradegy and everyone needs some way of coping. And poems/journal entrys are my ways of coping.
Anyhow leave me a note people!! Please!!
Thanks,
Will