Aug 18, 2001 13:07
last night i took some vallium like pills.. but there better than vallium. anywho. i was depressed, jason was ina horriable mood, and him being my best friend like.. in the world i cried for him. yes, you read it. i cried. he's just had an emotional week and he was getting really pissed at some fuckheads on nukezone. Anyway.. I took 3 pills last night and was fucked out of my mind. [CANDY BARS!!] And I made Gabbi cry.. and she wanted to kill herself. She thought it would be best for everyone.. and I felt so horriable and I just broke down and cried.. I mean I bawled like a little girl.. But I love her.. and I don't like seeing her in pain. It rips my heart to pieces... So yea, everything is good now and our realtionship and bond just got that much stronger.
Me: CANDY BARS!!!!
Shane: LOL!!!