TSAH
Uhh... i've been kind of depressed the past few days.. for unknown reseasons.. gabbi told me she wants to cut off communication and all contact with me.. and we both agreed on it.. since it would be better for HER. i mean, i still want to be her friend and all, but it's just hurting her more, so were breaking it off. i've been crying about that for awhile.. like now for example. but uh.. cooper might be getting amancipated from his parents and may stay with gabbi for awhile. but he said he doesnt know 100% for sure or not. i tried to call him tonight, but his phone was off.. that just made things worse.. i kinda wanted to hear his voice. but im sure something more important came up. i did get to talk to mich on the phone for about 15 mins. i just needed someone to talk to about stuff.
i did my radio show tonight and got 10 listeners. that's good considering i usualy get 1 or 2 if im lucky. that was alot of fun. simon,chris,dusty,janet and a few others made requests. it was fun. i wanna do it again tomorrow.
im job hunting.. woo. i wanna be able to visit cooper and gabbi soon. i hate being so far away. it hurts. it tears me apart.. but i dont know how it effects them.
i need sleep..night kids <3
i did my radio show tonight and got 10 listeners. that's good considering i usualy get 1 or 2 if im lucky. that was alot of fun. simon,chris,dusty,janet and a few others made requests. it was fun. i wanna do it again tomorrow.
im job hunting.. woo. i wanna be able to visit cooper and gabbi soon. i hate being so far away. it hurts. it tears me apart.. but i dont know how it effects them.
i need sleep..night kids <3