Long Entry
Hmm yahh I'm supposed to be at an XC meet, but I decided to sleep in a half hour. I'll look really bad when Alex, who has a sprained ankle, shows up and I don't.
Went to this show last night at Showplace. Good Christian times. I saw the Copout, Adelaide, and other bands. This one band was like, "God loves you, and if somehow you don't understand that, go ask someone." Then this old guy sitting next to me with bad breath is like, "DO YOU BELIEVE IN JESUS CHRIST AS OUR SAVIOUR!?" I said... "No... I'm ummm Buddhist... yeah..." And then he's like... "oh.. DO YOU BELIEVE IN JESUS CHRIST AS THE PATHWAY TO HEAVEN?" and then I scream like, "NOOOOOO!!!!!!" So then there is a moment of silence and he says, "Do you listen to a lot of hard rock? I couldn't really hear Jesus' message through all of these electronics," I then nodded my head and I said, "bye," and left.
This guy at the bar gave me a free slurpy and I'm like SCORE. And then I said, "I LOVE YOU" and all of a sudden he's like "My name is blahblahblah nice to meet you," so then I shake his hand and I'm off. So then I'm drinking this big blue slurpy and it gets all over my lips and tongue. And I start getting this massive brain freeze that's like... dooo doo dooo dooo.... sinus sinus sinus sinus.... and my teeth start to chatter and I was sooo cold. Then afterwards, the part with my stomach came in. Ached like the shit.
Random:
*I'm losing so much weight... I used to weigh 132, now I weigh 122. Holy shit. Why??
* Everyone pisses me off
* I think I'm a tad bit antisocial... I avoid big crowds. And I used to think it was because I thought I didn't want to really hang out with those people. But THEN I realized that I care too much of what other people think of me, when on the surface, it is the exact opposite. Everyone knows me as the girl who doesn't care at all about what people think of her. Sometimes I'm even tremendously outgoing. But when someone is mean to me or hates me or says/ thinks negative things about me, I feel so bad. Like someone tore me in half. I CAN'T HAVE PEOPLE HATE ME. And why do people hate me? Why are people mean to me?
* I HATE this Mark kid on our XC team. He really shouldn't be going to Nichols. I don't know how he passed that entrance exam. I spent like 20 minutes, amused by this awesome leaf bug, and people are like, "IM GOING TO KILL IT (half-jokingly)," I'm like "DON'T DON'T DON'T!!!" and so then Mark and this Shawn kid are throwing twigs at it. And I felt this emotional attachment with this bug... so Mark kills it and I start shouting at him. And he just keeps laughing. And he tries to talk to me, but I just ignore him more than I used to. Two people in this world I hate... Mark and Bush.
Went to this show last night at Showplace. Good Christian times. I saw the Copout, Adelaide, and other bands. This one band was like, "God loves you, and if somehow you don't understand that, go ask someone." Then this old guy sitting next to me with bad breath is like, "DO YOU BELIEVE IN JESUS CHRIST AS OUR SAVIOUR!?" I said... "No... I'm ummm Buddhist... yeah..." And then he's like... "oh.. DO YOU BELIEVE IN JESUS CHRIST AS THE PATHWAY TO HEAVEN?" and then I scream like, "NOOOOOO!!!!!!" So then there is a moment of silence and he says, "Do you listen to a lot of hard rock? I couldn't really hear Jesus' message through all of these electronics," I then nodded my head and I said, "bye," and left.
This guy at the bar gave me a free slurpy and I'm like SCORE. And then I said, "I LOVE YOU" and all of a sudden he's like "My name is blahblahblah nice to meet you," so then I shake his hand and I'm off. So then I'm drinking this big blue slurpy and it gets all over my lips and tongue. And I start getting this massive brain freeze that's like... dooo doo dooo dooo.... sinus sinus sinus sinus.... and my teeth start to chatter and I was sooo cold. Then afterwards, the part with my stomach came in. Ached like the shit.
Random:
*I'm losing so much weight... I used to weigh 132, now I weigh 122. Holy shit. Why??
* Everyone pisses me off
* I think I'm a tad bit antisocial... I avoid big crowds. And I used to think it was because I thought I didn't want to really hang out with those people. But THEN I realized that I care too much of what other people think of me, when on the surface, it is the exact opposite. Everyone knows me as the girl who doesn't care at all about what people think of her. Sometimes I'm even tremendously outgoing. But when someone is mean to me or hates me or says/ thinks negative things about me, I feel so bad. Like someone tore me in half. I CAN'T HAVE PEOPLE HATE ME. And why do people hate me? Why are people mean to me?
* I HATE this Mark kid on our XC team. He really shouldn't be going to Nichols. I don't know how he passed that entrance exam. I spent like 20 minutes, amused by this awesome leaf bug, and people are like, "IM GOING TO KILL IT (half-jokingly)," I'm like "DON'T DON'T DON'T!!!" and so then Mark and this Shawn kid are throwing twigs at it. And I felt this emotional attachment with this bug... so Mark kills it and I start shouting at him. And he just keeps laughing. And he tries to talk to me, but I just ignore him more than I used to. Two people in this world I hate... Mark and Bush.