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[djtaldragon]

New Years Resolutions

A few of the things on my mind.

Resolution: Get in shape
Plan of action: I should start working at Anthem as an actual employee by February, and I've been eyeing their gym with a passion. I'm gonna start taking my hour lunches and do something healthy with them. Also, I'm gonna start watching what I'm eating better. Again

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[djtaldragon]

Keep in mind, I tend to vent and rant more on LJ than I tell about the good stuff. It's kind of my sounding board when I'm pissed or angsty or whatever. Things are in general better than my average "poor me" post.

Well, I kind of know what you're saying. In a selfish way, I guess I'm just jealous of Gretchen. She's got Mike and me as Primaries as well as a few other lovers, so she is living the actual poly lifestyle. I've got Gretch as my Primary, and some other people that I see on a fairly irregular basis, mostly as flirting friends. And there's nothing wrong with that, I enjoy the fun of the flirt. I would just like to...
OK, any way I say this it's going to make me sound obsessive of co-dependent or something, but whatever...
I would like to have someone else to spend time with when she's with Mike, so I don't become/seem like the obsessive boyfriend who is just waiting around for my turn. Does that make sense? It's hard being a poly guy. No one takes you seriously. From my perspective, guys are a lot more likely to not have a problem sharing a girlfriend then girls sharing a boyfriend. And just because a girl is 'secondary' or whatever you want to call it, doesn't make my feelings for that girl any less real or strong.
Eh, I feel like I could start ranting about all this, but I'll spare you (unless you want to know my philosophy, and I'm sure there's a good long post in this head of mine).
Congrats on being cool with celibacy. I've considered it, but couldn't do it unless I was really not in any kind of relationships (by circumstance, not choice). May it serve you as long as it's right for you!

>: )